35 Their First Quarrel

"I don't like him at all," Reo suddenly opened his mouth with harsh words. He was pissed off. He looked at Leo displeased.

Leo didn't keep silent, looking at Reo's displeasing eyes: "Don't speak nonsense about my big brother."

"Since when did he become your big brother?", Reo shouted at him.

"From now on, he will always be my big brother," Leo shouted even harder than him.

"Good, good, now you defend him like this, how blind you are? You and the big sister are a fool. He is not a good man at all and, Luke neglected the big sister. I hope you didn't forget about this thing," Reo said impatiently.

Leo: Of course I know, but I can see he is different now

Reo: How different? Don't say carelessly. He is a wolf because humans never changed their character that easy.

Leo: How much do you know about human feelings? Your calculation will never help you to determine the human heart, and your logic is useless in this aspect.

Reo: My calculation is more rational than your feelings. Human feelings are nonsense, Who make you this stupid.

Leo: How can you say that about me? If human feelings are nonsense, then every human will live like a robot like you, it is why you don't have a girlfriend. You don't understand big sister feelings at all.

Reo: I know big sister more than you. You only followed your hearts that is why you got betrayed, I already told you feelings was nonsense, you didn't get what you wanted from her, and now you want to make the same mistake? How much you got hurt, but you never listened to me. That is why I am always tired of you acting like a spoiled child. The world is a cruel place, a man who uses his feelings the most will perish by the cruel world.

Leo glared at Reo

Leo: So, all this time, you were tired of me without me knowing? I always valued your words and never forced you with my opinion, but now you wanted to force your opinion on me? How cruel you are, brother? I knew that because of my feelings that I got betrayed, but I can feel it that big brother is not the same at all. I never forced you to understand me, and I always valued you the most, I only have you and big sister as our family, don't you know that I always wanted to have a big brother.

As twins brother, I thought you know my feelings the most, but I never thought that we already fall apart. Did you know how hurt I was when she betrayed me? Did you know how hard for me to forget her?.

Leo: Did you know that was the reason I don't want to have another girlfriend? I didn't love her anymore, but I didn't want to get hurt at all, but did you know that forgiving someone is not an easy thing to do, but rejecting someone else forgiveness is cruel. Giving a second chance is not impossible, after the second chance they didn't change at all, you know that is the time you have to give up.

Leo: You never fall in love, and you didn't understand at all. Do you know that I regretted by the fact that I didn't forgive her at that time? She never betrayed me, I was still sad with her betrayal, and she called me she said. She was sorry that she hurt me so much. She said she loved me the most even though we were not together, did you know what I said that time? "Someone like you disgusted me the most," I heard her crying voice, but I didn't care.

Leo: But did you know that it was the last time that I heard her voice. Because I heard, the news that she has died and she wanted to speak with me for the last time, at least I want to forgive her if I knew but she never told me about her sickness, do you know how I regretted that I was not by her side while she needed me the most?

Leo's tears didn't stop flowing while he kept talking with his hard breathing. His heart was broken and collapsed.

He couldn't forgive himself because of this. Reo was stunned to hear this thing, Leo never talked about this at all to him. He also never see Leo crying like this.

Reo: I never knew, and You never told me.

Leo: Of course you didn't know, you always said to me, don't talk about her in front of you.

Do you know how hard it was for me? I could not forgive myself at all, and it was my duty to be with her, even though we will not be together in the future, at least.

I won't regret it, I will be sad when she died, but I won't even feel miserable like this time, You never knew that I needed you the most, but you hurt me with your calculation. I just needed you to be beside me, but you only forced your opinion at me. When you fall in love, someday you will understand that a second chance is needed.

Leo couldn't stop his tears and walked away.

I shouted: " Leo."

There was a sound near the office door.

"What happened?" Luke asked.

I looked at Luke and turned my gaze at Reo's stiff body. Luke understood my eye signal to chase Leo as he said," I will chase him, don't worry," he runs out of his office.

Luke's office has high soundproof, so no one knew what happened this time. I sat down on the sofa.

Elena: sit down.

Reo sat down stiffly. I could see his eyes became red.

Elena: I know you want the best for me, I know your feelings the most, you always calculated everything in your mind, but I know your heart is more fragile than Leo, Leo understand human's feelings, but do you know that words can kill someone? Word is sharper than any knife.

I spoke gently. Reo's body was stiff, and he didn't talk at all. I hugged Reo and buried his head on my shoulder.

Reo: I-

I could feel my shoulder getting wet with Reo's tears. Reo never cried, but he looks like a rigid person, but his heart is more fragile than any other person. He has anxiety in his heart.

Reo: Leo never told me.

Elena: Leo wanted to tell you, but he didn't want you to yell at him, and his heartbroken at that time. He tried to hide his feelings in front of you, but he always found me. It didn't mean he didn't believe in you, but he was fragile at that time, if he heard your harsh words, I am worried that he won't be with us this time.

Reo: What do you mean, sister?

Reo turned his gaze at me.

Elena: Leo couldn't forgive himself at all at that time. He thought that he was the one who killed his girlfriend, and his heart was full of anxiety. Leo was unable to live. He liked her the most, but he was the one who told her something cruel like that. Even though it was their last time to hear each other voices. No one blamed him for this. Even he cried and beg for forgiveness with her parents.

I couldn't stop crying while talking. In the novel, the author never described Leo's life. But I got the original owner's memory while Leo was talking with Reo, but I didn't get all of her memories directly, and the memories come bit by bit.

Elena: You didn't know how serious his relationship was with his girlfriend. She is not from an elite family, but I know she is pure and an honest girl. He always talked to me about how cute his girlfriend was. I even remembered her parents. They always felt that their daughter didn't suit our family, but she always said she could prove she would suit our family.

Elena: Her parents didn't blame Leo at all. Because they knew that their daughter broke his heart, and they couldn't see Leo's ugly face and his grieve. He never left her grave after she died. It broke her parent's hearts and chased him away indifferently. They didn't want to look at Leo's sadness at all.

Elena: He understands about you the most, he acted like a spoiled child to heal your wound heart, you wanted to love the most than Leo, but you never got it. You always hide your sadness with your expressionless face and indifferent attitude, but he hoped to cheer you up, that is why he acted like a spoiled child all this time. You are his most important brother, and I know he is important to you too.

Elena: but today you hurt his heart the most by talking about his wound. All this time, he already heals his wound bit by bit, and he even told me that maybe he would ready to open his heart for another love because his ex-girlfriend said that she wanted him to be happy.

Elena: You don't understand it at this time, but someday you will know what did he feel, that sometimes second chance will bring you to happiness.

Reo didn't talk, and he was crying so ugly. His heartbroken, and he didn't know what to do. He never knew that his harsh word and his indifferent attitude hurt his twin brother the most.