59 My Real Feelings

"Who said that I want to leave you? Because I do want to leave you because I was tired of our relationship, you always hurt me, and this feeling was tiring, it tortured me the most, maybe you didn't know what it felt when you turned your cold shoulder at me.

What did you know about my feelings? You want me to be with you, but then what? Do you want to keep meeting with Miona behind my back? Do you want to keep loving her? Do you know how tiring it was for me to see all of this with my eyes? I also knew how angry you were when you quarreled with Selly about me. 

I am not blind, and I knew that you were disgusted at me, you looked at me with cold eyes. But now, you asked me to be with you, someone like you who killed my feelings like killing an ant? Don't dream about it because I would never let your wish come true," I already pushed Luke far away from me and showed him my cold shoulder as he used to be towards me.