212 Hugs, Kisses, Caresses and Giggles

He would never have a woman who would wait for his return at home, he wouldn't have children that would demand things and time from him, he wouldn't celebrate their birthdays, rejoice their bad or good days, all he would have were funerals of his kins till he reaches his coffin.

It was the hard face of the reality that enraged him. To him sex was meaningless, he wanted to make love to his woman... He wanted her hugs, kisses, caresses and giggles. 

But any woman he loved would be the first to be slaughtered when they come for his head. His love would curse her to death. It filled him with bitterness and hatred!

He was envious of every man viable to these luxuries, comfort and purpose of life.

What was he supposed to live for? What was he supposed to even do? He couldn't kill Su Qainwei, he wouldn't be able to kill any of them!