190 A Barren Broken Woman

Su Qing couldn't get a hold of her emotions anymore and fell down from the shielded walls of her heart. She had many reasons to, one standing in front of her with betrayal written clear on his face but she didn't dare meet his gaze.

She needed to fight it or she will lose herself in it. Master Lu had lost many beloveds in battles in life and he knew what needed to be done.

He had seen valiant warriors birthed on battle-grounds breaking, he knew the wounds like he knew the remedies. 

"Did you think for a second what it would do to your parents? How would they live after this?" Master Lu asked in a lethally calm tone.

A bitter smile bloomed in her garden of thorns as she met his gaze with ridicule, "Well, you would have to schedule an appointment for them to attend my funeral." She shrugged and let out a bitter laugh, "It wouldn't really matter to them. They weren't waiting for me out there, were they?"