The meaning of life

.... Silence ,nothing but silence , Dripping sewage water, Rotting waste, and pitch black water with no end neither beginning in sight.

All i hear are eerie voices replaying in my head.Voices that screams bloody murder every single time. However , there's one voice that i can't possibly forget. Everything cleared for a moment.

"Don't stop" said by the voice.

it was a voice of a woman said in an almost crying manner. it was then cut off by the other screaming voices.Out of all the screaming voices it was a voice i feel too familiar with.its a if we have met before.

I feel absolutely numb, My legs barely able to stand, Body burdened by the days that had pass, my arms scraping to the walls as i step and my eyebags deeper than the mariana trench yet i still walk.

"Why?" i asked myself in a joking manner before being followed by silences

"I don't know either" i answered in an almost sarcastic and mimicking tone

On days when i try to bore myself with something to do and times when everything just suddenly stops. I feel as if i'm just trying to accomplish something unlikely.like a man drowning in a deep abyss trying to swim up yet there's no end in sight.

Should i just stop? i asked myself again.

"I dont know anymore" i said tearing up wanting for someone to comfort me

𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮?