13 What happens to me

What happens to me

I finished my study day I went to the parking lot to get my car to go home and when I was driving I saw her walking down the sidewalk I approached her slowly and the horn sounded I rolled down the window she turned and I told her

I'll give you a ride

No thanks I walk to the bus stop

I know I was rude to you today, I'm sorry.

She stopped and I unlocked the door and she turned around, opened the door and sat down.

I asked her

Where are we going?

56th and 20th

Perfect We were chatting and I asked her

How long have you been friends with Amaranta

Since I got to high school she was very nice to me, too bad I didn't stay in the same room with her.

I slammed on the brakes

How special is she to you?

Yes she is super nice to me

That bothered me too much

You know what get out of my car

She frowned

What? You're crazy. You're crazy the stop is already ten blocks away

I don't care get out right away

You really have to have some kind of mental problem.

Get out

She got off and I got out and I started talking to myself while I watched in the rearview mirror as I drove away from Gentil.

And I kept repeating to myself

Stupid!!! How can she say that Amaranta is very affectionate, the damned bitch, fuck you both!

I didn't understand why I was so angry and why this was happening to me and I wanted to stop feeling this way but as soon as I saw her my heart wanted to leave.

Gentil spent the whole week avoiding me and I thought it was best not to talk to her again so as not to confuse me more than I was and it seemed to be working.

When Saturday arrived my sister and I agreed to go to see dresses for Jhos' birthday party and also to buy him a present because we were on our anniversary and we had been dating for 2 years.

We were in the car and just as we were arriving at the mall I saw her at the bus stop at the mall I don't know why but my car honked my sister said to me

What are you calling her for, aren't you two fighting?

Yes, but I want to apologize

My sister frowned quizzically and said

You apologizing?

Ay ya deisy stop asking so many questions I'm so annoyed

I kept dreaming the horn and she looked at me and turned her back to me, she was very pretty dressed in skinny jeans that let me admire her figure and a short flannel that let me see her belly button I decided to get out of the car and go to where she was and I said to her

Hello

She turned around

Hi, what do you want?

I know I was bad last time and I shouldn't have gotten you out of the car like that, I'm really sorry.

What? Getting back in your car is not going to happen.

Please look I'll take you wherever you say to redeem myself I'll buy you an ice cream very close to here is the ice cream parlor Monterrey

She looked at me and looked back at the car and asked

And who is that in your car

It's my sister but don't worry I'll drop her off at the mall.

I choose my flavor of ice cream (we smiled at each other and I answered)

Okay, it 'sa deal.

I walked to the car and said to my sister

Get in the back seat

She asked

And we're not going to the dresses in 10 minutes.

Gentile listened and said

Ah but if you have an appointment we'd better go for ice cream another day.

Right away I answered

Not at all, you and I will go for ice cream and I'll drop Daisy off first and come back for her later.

Daisy looked at me wondering how I would miss going to try on the dress I will wear for my engagement but she got out and moved to the back.

I looked back at Gentile and told her

Get in, beautiful.

She got in and I got in too and we drove off I just had to turn around to drop my sister at the main entrance of the mall and since I went out with my sister I didn't have to take an escort Daisy got out and I drove off and as I was driving I told her

I'm really sorry about getting out of the car.

Don't worry about it

I drove a few blocks and we got out and ordered the ice cream to go. Then I drove to the bay and stopped by the dock and asked her to get out and we sat on top of the car.

We ate the ice cream and I took a spoonful of mine and put it in her mouth and she did the same and took hers and put it in my mouth.

This girl had me very confused. We talked and we laughed and suddenly she started to take off her clothes until she was only in her underwear and went into the water. I laughed and started to do the same and ran into the water.

We played with the water and I was trying to pull her under and she was trying to pull me under and suddenly we were looking at each other and I took a deep breath and told her

You are so beautiful

She smiled and replied

You are even more beautiful

I laughed and she laughed too and said

I have to go now I have to do the housework and I told her

Oh I don't want to spend the afternoon with you

Your sister is waiting for you and I don't want you to leave her on board because of me I looked away with an attitude of displeasure and she took my hands and said

Hey look tomorrow we can see each other, I promise.

Well it's good

We got dressed and while I was driving she took my hand holding the gear shift lever and the feeling of having her hand on mine was magical as I drove to the address she gave me.

It's there in the white and green trailer

I parked the car turned the car off looked at her and turned to her and took her hand and asked her

Yes I will see you tomorrow

She smiled and bit her lips

As soon as I saw the gesture of biting her lower lip I said

God why do you do that

She laughed exposing all her teeth and I said getting closer to her

Don't provoke me

She smiled and said

I better get off before this continues and I can't stop either.

I looked at her and said

Don't stop if you don't want to

I knew what was going to happen and I really needed that to happen to know how she felt but at that moment a horn sounded and she pulled away, it was her dad who was getting out on his motorcycle and he noticed she was inside the car, she opened the door and told her dad.

Are you leaving?

Yes, I'm on my way out but it won't take long

Well ok I'm going to fix you something to eat

She bent down to look at me and said goodbye and said to me

I really enjoyed sharing with you

I stared at her and said

Don't you want me to come in and keep you company while your dad arrives?

She smiled and said

I think it's a little dangerous for us to be alone because I don't know what's going on but I know something is going on between us.

Yes I feel that too and so

I think if we move away from each other a little bit

I don't want to move away

I love Newtan

And I love jhos but I like to be with you

Let's be friends then best friends

I already have a friend

I don't want to confuse things. I like you and you are super beautiful and I don't want to do things that I might regret. I can only be your friend and if we walk away everything will stay as it is.

She got in the car and gave me a kiss on the cheek and got out and closed the door and I watched her until she got into her house.

And then I took a deep breath and looking into the void I said to myself

What is happening to you Samantha you are not a lesbian how awful why do I feel these weird things she is your cousin's girlfriend and she is a woman how disgusting.

I started the car and then while I was driving and thinking about her I said

God she's so beautiful I'm going to get away from her or I'm going to end up crazy.

And I kept on driving