18 The fight

The fight

When I was in my room, the first thing I did was to write to Gentile.

Me: Hi, how are you, your dad seemed upset and I know it's all my fault.

Gentile: Miss, this is Gentile's dad, she is punished for disobeying and she will be without a cell phone for the next few days she will be resting.

Me: sir I am very sorry if you need anything please do not hesitate to ask for it.

Gentile: I would appreciate it if you could bring the notes for Monday because she will still be resting on Monday.

Me: of course sir

I can talk to her

Gentile: Just a few minutes, I'll pass it on to her.

And there she writes

Gentile: Hi, how did it end with your boyfriend?

Me: That stupid guy, my dad called him out on it. He shouldn't have touched you or pushed you like that.

Gentile: he was kind of jealous

Me: Yeah, he was kind of, but I didn't want to talk to him either, I'm really upset about what he did.

Gentile: I have to return the phone thank you for your concern.

Me: your order, I wish I could see you tomorrow.

Gentile: I don't think so, my dad punished me for sneaking out so late, but I will try to write from anthony's phone tomorrow, kisses, have a good rest.

Me: kisses to you

I almost couldn't sleep at night thinking about what to do, the day of my engagement with jhos was getting closer and it was also jhos and Gentil's birthday and I wanted to prepare a surprise for her and my doubts about my engagement with jhos were increasing, what I felt for Gentil was overcoming me and I couldn't stop that feeling.

The next day jhos came very early, we were just having breakfast and he arrived with a bouquet of flowers and he said

Hi love, how are you? i want to apologize for what happened.

I was finishing my breakfast and dad said

I think you should have a serious talk about your behavior jhos that poor girl didn't have to pay for your insecurities.

My sister says

It seems to me that you should think about the engagement, it is evident that jhos will be a possessive and aggressive husband.

Jhos says

I want to apologize to all of you and I assure you that what happened last night will never happen again.

I got up and walked to the pool and stood there in front of him and he said

Love I'm sorry I don't know why I lost control.

Yes you do because you are insecure jhos and tell me that's the way it will always be.

Love there is something about that girl that I didn't like from the beginning I have observed her on several occasions looking at you in the school lunchroom in a way that is not normal.

Well get those crazy ideas out of your head she is very much in love with newtan and if you want me to forget that incident you should apologize to her.

I promise to do it as soon as she can go back to school.

I received the bouquet and gave her a little kiss I said to her if you want to go out in the afternoon now I have work to do tomorrow from school

Well perfect, I'll see you in the afternoon

I went up to my room to wait for messages from her but they didn't come but it was already lunch time in fact I had lunch and nothing not even a message and I couldn't write because I was afraid that her dad had the phone.

And then suddenly from an unknown number came a text message

Hello how are you I'm Gentil

My heart is pounding and I'm answering

I've been waiting for your message all morning how are you?

Well well I can't quite put my foot down yet but fine

This is anthony's number so I took the opportunity to write to you.

Can I come and see you?

My dad is here and I'm grounded but tomorrow you can come and bring me my class notes.

Yes, I'll come, I assure you.

We wrote to each other for a while and then she had to hand over the phone.

In the afternoon I saw April and I told her everything that happened with jhos and gentile and April asks

So you are not going to stay away from her?

I tried but I couldn't April I feel very strong things for her

And the fraternity these are rules and you yourself are breaking them you think it's worth it

I don't know but I'm really scared Maybe it's a teenage outburst because like suddenly I'm going to like girls

You don't like girls samy you like that girl and she must have something because newton is crazy about her too I give up but if she and you get to something get ready because newtan is not going to leave her easily and jhos is worse than anyone he is going to do the impossible to find out who is the person you stopped loving him for.

I must confess that my sister knows

April was surprised

Oh my god and how did he know he is going to tell your parents.

Not if you knew that she supported me and she told me not to accept the engagement with jhos that I am on time.

Of course she is the black sheep of the family, what she wants is for you to be the black sheep now, Samy, you know how much money is being invested in your engagement to Jhos, the press is going to be there.

So ended my afternoon and at night lying down remembering the dream I had with Gentil my curiosity reached its peak.

I searched from my cell phone on google

Videos of lesbian women having sex

And I started to see how they made love between women and how they did oral sex that turned me on a lot because I did not imagine those women I imagined me with her.

I took off the pajama pants I was wearing and my underwear and started touching myself I closed my eyes to imagine her naked and me making love to her and I started masturbating I was about to reach an incredible orgasm when there was a knock on my door it was my mom.

I jumped up to put on my pants and said

Yes come in mother

She came in saying

Hello my princess, are you asleep already?

Almost mom

I wanted to talk to you about jhos and about this girl Gentil he is worried about your friendship with her he says this girl is influencing you and look that time he assaulted you.

Mom because he thought I posted the picture on face and the truth is that I was bullying her.

My life when you see that something will create problems you move away and this girl I am not saying that she is a bad girl but I don't want to see you in trouble or that a relationship as beautiful as yours with jhos is affected by a person who just came into her life and look my sister is also worried about this fixation that newtan has with this girl and she says that he has become distant and rude to her since he forbade her to see this girl again.

Mom but she's just a classmate jhos hates her I don't know why.

I just want you to be careful, there are a lot of problems because of that girl and you already have a friendship with April.

And so I fell asleep thinking about everything my mom told me and the next day I went to school the first thing I noticed was the absence of Gentile and I was very withdrawn longing for the study day to end to take her the notes and as soon as the classes ended without even saying goodbye to April I went to take the notes I drove to her house and just when I was about to park I noticed that Newtan's car was parked there.

I decided to leave I decided not to go to that place again I decided not to write I thought about everything my mother said and I came to the conclusion that this would only cause me problems.

In the afternoon she wrote to me she even called me but I didn't answer any of them on Tuesday she didn't go and I didn't answer her messages or calls on Wednesday she went to class I saw her as soon as I entered the classroom my hands got cold at the end of the first class I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and she came in saying

Did I do something to you?

I looked at her and answered

No, why?

You have been avoiding me, you didn't take the class notes on Monday or Tuesday.

You already had someone to take them to you, I went on Monday but since Newtan was at your house why would I waste my time going to another one?

You are upset about that

I didn't tell him to go, he went by himself and even talked to my dad.

With a displeased expression I replied

I talked to your dad!

And I guess now he's your official boyfriend in front of your dad.

We were never alone, my dad would never leave me alone with a boy in the house.

The truth is I don't care what you do with him and whether or not you are a lady is also your problem.

I walked out of there crashing the door and realized that Amaranta was all the way out of the bathroom.

The day of classes went by very fast, Thursday came and I went to my class and took my seat, suddenly I noticed the fraternity group on my face, I opened it and it was a picture of Gentil, her face with the body of a dog and it said

Meet winspool's virgin dog.

I turned to see her and she looked at me angrily and grabbed her books and left the room I ran after her.

Wait!

I tried to grab her arm but she shook my hand off.

You're the worst person I've ever met in my life, get away from me!

It wasn't me, I don't know why or who wrote that.

The discussion could be heard all over the hallway and at that moment Jhos came out of the classroom next door and told her

What's wrong with my girlfriend, you flea bitch?

Newtan heard and went over to Jhos and they were both hitting each other and she just ran away, the principal arrived and other teachers came to break up the fight and said everyone went to the principal's office right away.

We went and sat down

Who started it

Jhos says

Gentil's little dog

Principal: Improve your vocabulary

Me: she wasn't she was just upset about the publication and I swear I didn't do it.

Director on loudspeaker

Headmaster: look for the student Gentile Leejam.

A few minutes later she came in, she had cried, you could tell by the swelling of her eyelids.

Principal: trouble again leejam

Gentile: they published pictures of me with a dog's body and offensive comments.

I'm sure it was Samantha Broxon

I stood up and said

Of course not, why would I do that?

Gentile: because they hate me for being poor for being on scholarship for not being as white as you for that.

You are all suspended from school today

Gentile: Principal, please understand that I am the victim here.

Principal: Gentile, I know you are not the one to blame this time but I must maintain order and the disorder was caused by you going out and yelling in the halls.

I went home and told my parents everything that happened and they were very upset and even questioned me.

Dad: I want you to be honest, who published the picture?

Me: Dad, I swear it wasn't me, why would I do something like that?

Dad: no matter how low-income someone is, they don't deserve to be discriminated against like that.

Me: most likely they want to take away her scholarship please don't allow it dad I know I was mean and racist and classist to her at first but she is not a bad person and she is super smart.