15 Fighting with what I feel

Fighting with what I feel

The next day when I arrived at the high school she was in the parking lot right where I parked my car and when I got out she asked me

What's wrong I wrote you yesterday and you didn't even call me back.

I don't have to because you and I are not friends.

What are you talking about?

Look the truth is that I only talked to you so my cousin could spend more time with Abril but I got annoyed with pretending to be your friend, besides you have a gay cousin and that is not well seen and you better avoid getting close to me.

I kept walking and left her standing there by her expression I knew she felt bad for my rejection in the classroom it was a torture I wanted to turn to see her every moment but I didn't when the class ended Amaranta stood at the door and signaled her to leave I felt my guts twisted with rage and I saw them leave I picked up my books my lapton and April came closer

It's for the best samy avoid talking to her let's go watch the boys game today the games start and the chip leader practices.

Yes let's go it will keep me entertained

We went to breakfast and from there to watch the first game for the state qualification it was our high school with another very well known high school the game was very close and my boyfriend as always was the star although I didn't pay much attention to the game I could only look to the stands where my cousin was sitting next to Gentil and Amaranta he was hugging and kissing her constantly and I was wondering how the hell a guy as dumb as my cousin could fall in love with that beautiful girl.

We won the first game the principal got up and gave a few words of congratulations it would be 3 weeks of back to back games to pick the best state soccer team and name the king and queen of the year it's always jhos and I that's how it's been for the last two years at least

We were all on our way to class when newtan came up to me and jhos, holding hands with her, and said, "Congratulations, Jhos.

Jhos congratulations, it was a great game.

Jhos looked him up and down and said newtan I don't have anything against you you preferred to leave the fraternity to be with this starving woman and her sodomite of a cousin but on second thought I see her spending more time with Amaranta than with you so I think your boyfriend is Anthony and she's with Amaranta you two freaks.

She let go of newtan's hand and said annoyed.

I told you it was a bad idea to come and congratulate this asshole.

Jhos walked up to her and said

If you were a man I'd kick your ass.

Newtan pushed him and Jhos immediately pushed him back with much more force and my cousin fell to the ground.

What the hell is wrong with you jhos he is my cousin you can't do that

He started pushing me

Gentil helped him to stand up and I looked at her and said looking at her

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

She rolled her eyes at me and walked away my cousin ran after her I stood in front of jhos and I said

Sometimes you don't measure the consequences of your actions, you didn't have to mess with her.

He frowned and said

With her? I thought it was your cousin you were worried about.

I shut up and said

Of course but messing with her is messing with him too and you didn't have to do that because he came to congratulate you.

He can't talk to me, he betrayed the fraternity and he's friends with that homosexual and now he's boyfriends with that flea.

I turned my back on her and went to the lounge and she was already sitting in her place and April wrote me

What happened and how did it all end

In a fight and jhos said horrible things to her too because of the fraternity and stuff like that he can't be friends with homosexuals much less get involved with people who are like that and she is his cousin.

Well this is the perfect excuse to get away from her.

Yes, in fact I blocked her from my contacts, I don't want it to go as bad as it did for newtan for hanging out with those friends.

The whole week went by and I didn't talk to her every once in a while I would look at her without her noticing it was hard the first few days but by the time she wanted to come in on Friday I didn't think it was important to not talk to her anymore.

I went into the boutique and Newtan my cousin was there telling my aunt that it was her mother my mother's sister.

That she needed cash because she had to go to do some repairs to her car and that she would take the opportunity to eat something on the street.

And I, not being a fool, told her

Newtan that one outside isn't the scholarship and my aunt allowed you to bring her?

He turned around and said annoyed

Oh you shut up Samantha

My aunt changed the expression on her face immediately and said

You are lying to me and asking for money to go out with her.

Mom, what's wrong with me going out with her, she's a human being like any other human being.

My aunt came out of the boutique as if she were the devil, we all went out to see Newtan, she begged him not to say anything to her, on the other hand, Gentil's face when she saw them coming towards her was one of terror.

My aunt stood in front of her and I decided to get closer to her.

You mean my son will become a thief for hanging out with you?

Mom please, she didn't ask me for anything.

Gentile looked at me and said

I don't know what you are talking about ma'am, he said he needed to stop by his boutique to get something and to wait for him here.

I took the opportunity to say

You know perfectly well that in my family they don't like you but you keep on coaxing that fool cousin of mine.

She answered me

What are you doing here giving your opinion

Me: because it is my family that you are hurting.

Gentile: but how am I hurting you? I really like him.

That really bothered me a lot

Me: tia they are seeing each other on the sly he takes her to the suburbs of madison where she lives on trailer road

Tia: hand over your car keys right now and you stay here until I'm done with your cousin and you little louse better stay away from my son and my family or I'll have to talk to the principal and send my son out of the country.

She just turned and walked away and I could tell she wanted to cry but she didn't, at least not in front of everyone.