1 something I cant feel

I look up and I see the man I thought I loved and my bestfriend together watching me die. Taunting everything I did for them to not only be stabed in the back but also killed. What I would do to them if I had the strength. My boyfriend throws the wine I got for our 5th year together at me. Then without looking back they walk away all lovey dovey and letting me die in the flame. I feel myself falling to sleep as my life replays in my head, every moment I had with them feels like hell. I fall asleep unwilling I thought it was the end. But I dont know anymore. the laughter we had. The happiness we shared, my parents who cared for me wouldnt know what happened.

something like a light switched turn off all the fire and all was left was black on the world. there was voices around me but no one there, trying so hard so look for someone was left in vain. Then I hear a woman with a soft seductive voice in my ear.

"poor baby. how does it feel to not have anything, how does it feel to lose everyone you loved. how does it feel to be dead?."

Dead the word pierced my head like a sword. I fell to the ground. shocked, my knees were covered with burns but it didnt hurt. I turn around to find a half naked woman upside down floating. she was beautiful but I noticed he scar on her stomach. then she touches my jawline and i noticed her fingers are cold as ice, then she whispers in my ear

" darling don't be surprised, cant change what has been done but just live with it.....oh wait you CANT live with it, but neither can I because were both dead."

I push her back only to find that my arms went straight through her. What the hell just happened I'm lost in this emotion that I cant feel.

Then out of no where a tall slim man comes and drags the gorgeous woman away.

"Aniya Alexander Fang, age 23,height 5,9, model, was killed by fire. Is that you?" the tall man said

I couldnt speak but somehow he knew it was me and just sighed.

"y-" the was the only sound I could make.

"look its alot to take in but I have a deal to make with you okay. please think about it carefully, you can live again, but you have to go far back in time and become a conubine. you have 2 years to have a baby with the crown prince,and if you dont then you will have to stay there and live at the time. But if you do then you can go back to your past life and fix everything that happened to you." The tall man said

I couldn't say anything but all I cared about was living so I was okay with it. I loved the fact I was going to live again so I said yes.

the tall man was somewhat surprised and with out him knowing the girl came back all mad and attacked him by slapping his head.

"you know that was my job" the seductive woman said before being thrown to the floor.

"hey pretty lady, I didnt know how pretty you were before. Well I guess now you know what I was trying to tell you before this reaper came to tell you himself. well I guess it's time to go. But if you ever need help or advice just bang on the floor 6 times and I will pop up. see you soon pretty lady."