1 John Thomas

John Thomas was a 16 year old high school student with an IQ of 276 and top grades in all

subjects with very few people he could call friends

to the outside world he seemed like normal person with a bright future but if you were to look into his mind you would be very surprised

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(John Pov:)

growing up i always know i was different. i wasn't you're regular child as i always questioned myself and the outside world constantly as of a very young age of 7 i know the world was a not all light and darkness it was mix of pure grey as i realized that us humans acted differently towards each other

for greed and presonal gains

i saw the rich become wealthier and the poor

getting poorer and watched as people with power take advantage of the powerless. i saw it all how the society treated people who acted and looked definitely from them in all forms:bullying,name calling, physical violence

all for them to act what they call "normal" in hope of them to change their personality to try to fit in society because they are afraid

because humans are the most afraid of the unknown and individuals acting with their free

will is an unknown factor to their safety even if deep down they know they are not a danger but humans were never logical beings they were driven by emotions and the will to survive in this world and this why he promised himself that he will not part of the natural human cycle

because he understood these truths more than anyone because he was the only one who know of theses truths and remained humble and did not act proud like he was above everyone else

he saw people go in there life:birth/school/work/death. he saw people wasting their life to do something they hated to try to fit and survive in this world how they died in regret and not enjoying true happiness

do not get him wrong he was not afraid of death as he believed there was an afterlife

he know that people were afraid of death due to instincts and losing consciousness making them to stop existing as this could be traced to the fear of of the unknown yet again

and afther realising all of this he promised himself to have a life of true happiness not caring what anyone thought of him including his family that he would be truly free and living by his will /THE WILL OF ZERO/

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