songki was a boring school boy who is only 8 year old who bullied by kids in his class who beaten by teacher and his age grow up he gone in depression he do study hard but he don't have the courage to talk to anyone.
Songki went through life feeling bad about himself everyday with no confidence in himself he wanted to be accepted but people won't like him they won't accept him even the teachers are nice to him but that is what he need someone to tell him the real meaning of his existence, for example he needs to find something to love that will help him become better, more confident and to finally get over his problems he needs a girlfriend, a boyfriend or an actual friends
He found someone though she is not from here but from another country who is a music student at Seoul University he also has a crush on her but he can't act on it cause of the situation he is in with the bully, but that doesn't stop him from being interested in her, he wants to know everything about her, how she feels and how she looks. He finds out everything about her including her favourite foods and what she wears so he knows what makes her smile like he knows her name and all other things about her just to impress her.
The problem tho is that no matter how much he tried to get her attention he couldn't she always avoided him or didn't want to talk with him because she is afraid he would beat her and hurt her feelings.She once said to him when she met him 'You will never be my friend because you are too mean to me and I don't want anything to do with such a horrible person' Songki thought this is a very bad sign but at least now his dreams are coming true he can get her number.
His parents told him to not fall into a crush on her or any girl but if he did then he mustn't forget to ask his teacher before kissing their cheeks he can't risk his parent's anger they would make him go to therapy. He knew they wouldn't do it as long as they believe he had a normal childhood but still he didn't want to risk it so he kept quiet he would wait until after school hours when he would talk with her alone which was the best time considering the bullies won't bother them because they think it's weird to talk to somebody without their friends around.So after school he meets with her at the playground waiting patiently and everytime he sees her he feels butterflies in his stomach and when she sees him she smiles brightly which makes Songki happy seeing her smile is the most beautiful thing ever and he loves hearing her laugh and hear those cute sounds coming from her lips when she talks.
She was the first person to show him she cared and cared about him and she never failed to see him as a normal kid who has problems she was the first one to talk to him. He thinks to himself how lucky he is she even liked him even though he isn't worthy of her friendship he wanted to spend his whole life making her smile.
One day at the park she asked him if he wants ice cream and he nodded excitedly because that means he will see her again and hopefully this time she won't ignore him because she hates him. But sadly he was wrong because she just stared at him coldly and turned away leaving him standing there alone. He stood there confused and upset thinking why did she hate him and cry and run away like that she is probably disgusted with him but he doesn't care he needs a friend like her because nobody else likes him he can't stand bullies.He sat down at the ground trying to figure out why she hated him because she always smiled and talked to him when he met her. He decided to call her but her phone was switched off so he left her a message asking where she is because he's worried sick and he doesn't want her to die because of him.
At home he got ready for bed crying and feeling stupid that he didn't make a new friend he thought about calling his mom to ask where his sister is but he remembered how mad she get when he called her for the last time and cried even more because of the fact that he ruined their relationship again. He decided to sleep alone that night wishing he never fell in love with her and telling him he is an awful person he cried himself to sleep wishing that his sister wasn't so far from him. The next morning Songki felt miserable for the second day in a row because everyone is looking at him like he is some kind of monster but he is not he knows he is the most wonderful person in the world no one could compare to him except for one person who is his best friend who is now dating someone else and he wished she wasn't.