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When I watch 2gether the series it seems like I want to have someone to embrace other than my mother, sister, and father. I want to experience how to love somebody and that somebody would love me the real me who is a dirty liar, and fake person I really don't deserve to experience it do I? I can only experience it in my head full of clouds. I can't seem to meet people who truly understands me except her the person who helps me, the person I lied to often but gave me a genuine smile each time we talked and laughed but she left and for a while we talked and over a few years we talked less and less I wanted to thank her and apologise as well, but I'm not strong enough to tell her the person who trusted me the most, the person who I lied to the most. I can't seem to let go of this facade of a boy who can't even tell the truth.

The story of my life start age 14