1 The Begining Of My Maturity.

The story starts from when I realized the first time that I am now mature, How? by admitting that the person that lives in the next street is my crush.

Before the marriage of my older brother, my life was just amazing there were no worries no matter what happens, no problems I was just flying in my tension-free world but suddenly my brother got married to his wife. She was so beautiful. After the newly wedded couple's reception, my sister-in-law's brother came to me and he said that can you please come here in the side, I said yeah sure he wanted an apology from me on some family issues before marriage. I said it's ok no problem it happens mostly during coupling new relationships. At that time I thought that he has feelings for me. Because the way he was looking at me was the same I used to look at my crush. Well, I ignored it and I sleep because I was so exhausted during the ceremony, but something happens strangely that night, my mind was just reminding me of the sayings of him but I admonished myself by advising that I already have a crush and I love him a lot. but I cannot confess my feelings to him. Because of the fear of rejection. I don't want to be rejected I wanted him at any cost that's why I prayed from the opening of my eyes (morning )to the closure of my eyes(night). I used to cry for my crush because when I had some great feelings, he was not there so that I can share with him.

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