1 My world (Ch 1)

How come that i was the one they hated , is it because i never wanted to be like them always do "HIRE AND MIGHT" thinking everything that they want they will get.

Well yeah i was not like them my opinion of life back then was that its just a game that can be played with no meaning but i was wrong.

Im in high school now grade 10E. Such an amazing class to be in,  everyones different but yet we all understand eachother , it kinda feel like something that i can keep or would keep atleast , coz we all know that everything comes to a end.

I didnt think anyone would remember my birthday in january (25 January) but a few people did like Luke, Claude, Ethan, Karl, Damian and Cassidy.

Cassidy is a girl that i kinda avoided most of grade 9 coz of complicated stuff , i couldn't look her in the eye's when school started and we were in the same class.

Well yeah my world seems a lil dull or i seem like a doll that was just created by some god to live and die , well i dont see it that way , Life is special and now i can see that Life isnt a game just anyone can play , You have to be strong to be able to keep standing on your two feet even when times get hard coz its not easy to live but when you die you can know you did your best and maybe gave some other people reasons to live and to strive to get more out of life dont live like a human just drifting where ever  the wave takes you NO!! , live like your not human take D-tours and see new things but try and try till u get it right never give up okay!.

That was like a NINJA way to me and still is to this very day , GET NOCKED DOWN GET BACK UP NEVER GIVE UP , but i had to add something new to that GO BEYOND PLUS ULTRA ,  both lines are from ANIME well you think im a weirdo at this point right , fine by me . The anime those lines are from are :

My hero academia and Naruto

Two of my favourite anime ever.

I hated myself  because i was different , i had brains never showed it  , had power never used it and i had my imagination to keep me going and to keep my dreams alive even if people ended up pushing me down,  which they did after all

My world is small im learning as i go.  High school is no game its hard , i never wanted to make u friends because i had so many already and because i didnt feel like having to worry and care about another person like a father , sounds funny to me now that its comming out (WOW).

THEN this guy came along and changed my whole way of seeing some things , he changed stuff i never could in me and stuff nobody else could even tho i never wanted a new friend or a new family member!.