4 Life After

It's been a few days since her funeral and I've been miserable. I havent eaten, I've been crying for so long. I just feel so broken and it hurts. I miss her so bad. Later that night i went outside and started at the stars. They were so dim you could barely see them. They looked so different than they normally would. I said out loud "The stars dont shine the same now that you're gone." Tears started to fall quickly when I said that. As soon as I started to cry it started to rain on me. I was so confused as to why it was raining randomly at midnight. I started to smile a bit as I had the thought of her watching over me to make sure I stay safe and as I started to fully smile the rain stopped falling and that was the moment I knew she was never gone, but keeping an eye on me. I mean yes I was still devastated that I cod never see her again but I knew it would be okay. I knew it was ready to let go no matter how bad it hurt.