6 Some Release

I just want to feel some release. Tension in my body is at a high. I feel like I can't get pleasure. I just want to be pounded until I come so hard my legs twitch and they hurt and tingle for hours after.

He used to try to perform so hard. He used to penetrate me so deep it'd hurt a bit. I used to have to sit on the bed with a bottle of cold water between my legs against my throbbing pussy. I was his first. I showed him some beautiful feelings.

It seems that once we got pregnant. It died. Along with his love for me. Now I lay here mad at my body and hurt that he won't try. I silently cried towards the wall, and teared up.

Am I the one falling out of love? Or have I already?

Or has he?