4 Depression

I've just found out that my parents or "dad" is thinking of getting a divorce. Yes I'm also still living at home I am also seventeen. I'll be moving out in no time to get with my husband.

My father said that he just doesn't love my mother anymore. That he's tired of her dragging him down, or back to the same place in life.

While as I think he's having an affair, because he seems to be distant. He seems like he no longer loved her for a while. Is that where my life is heading?

An affair?

Divorce?

I'm feeling so many emotions, mainly anger. But disappointed could also be an understatement.

I told him, "If you date anyone or see anyone until you're divorced I'll never talk to you again. Marriage is marriage. What you're doing to mom seems very unfair. It seems like you're being unfaithful. She does have her own problems but the way you're treating her is terrible. You're acting like Adam.

Yes you very much are.

She is trying.

You don't even try to be nice. You're kicking her back down the ladder. For what? Because she brings up sitti?

I didn't realize that it's not mom's soul fault. You're to blame as well. God forsaken I leave the house in fear she'll kill herself. I left my phone, felt weird and went back to the basement to check her. She was fine. But she's hurting just as much.

Grow a sack and take some of the blame. I'll be moved out in two weeks, you can rent out upstairs soon enough.

I can no longer feel comfortable with being in the same house as someone who treats someone I love just as terrible I was treated.

I hope she gets that promotion and she sees her worth. You've done enough pain to each other. Forcing her to go to a therapist? For your love? No...

Love is sloppy, selfish, unconditional, beautiful, and BOLD.

BUT NEVER for a price!"

I have every right to be upset. He cheated on my mother with my GRANDMOTHER!

My grandma cheats on my grandfather because he lost function of his penis, after he had meningitis!

Of course I'm depressed. He then blocks me on Facebook. I don't even care anymore. Not my issues. I'm moving out in two weeks.

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