3 An Angry Thought

I have tons of angry thoughts, sometimes it's mainly because something doesn't go my way. I usually cry over something simple as well.

I just screamed at my daughter because she wouldn't eat and she's fussing to watch TV. Even though it's one in the morning. I can't get sleep. I can't catch a break.

My daughter and I yesterday were sleeping next to each other for a nap, and I had asked my husband to pick her up if she fusses and kicks me. He LET her kick me and grunt till I finally got up and just b***hed the whole time.

Another time, after dinner I had ate too much and went to lay down, because I was tired and had a rough day. I was watching some video streaming app that sounded very familiar with VouToobe.

My husband comes over, lays her beside me, wide awake, and sits on the edge of the bed watching TV. Like he couldn't be bothered to pick our daughter up.

I'm her main source of food, but at four months I'd love some space for a nap and for him to feed her some puree, you know?

Put some God Dang effort. Before I lose my dang mind.