Prologue

"Say... Rei… Have you ever fallen in love with someone?" A guy from his previous class asked him, grabbing tightly onto his wrist as he stopped him.

Ah... Love? Funny.

His fist tightened as he felt his body shiver when the cold air touched his skin, feeling cold despite how the pair of hot hands ran across his body to his back. He starts to moan a little while the guy in front of them keeps on kissing him, smirking as he tries to keep himself from the constant flashbacks inside his head.

He is starting to wonder why out of all the things he could remember... He remembered that one.

Isn't this love?

This man taught him everything. How good it feels when someone touches your skin. How good it feels to be kissed everywhere. If he wants his body then he will give it to him... happily.

All because of this man…

All for him…

"How dumb…" he whispered to himself, grinding his teeth in anger.

The man started kissing his cheeks, neck, and shoulder before asking. "Is something wrong?"

But instead of answering, he leaned towards the man and kissed him on his lips again.

If this is love then why does it hurt so much?

Why doesn't it feel right?

Why do I feel lonely?

A single tear ran from his eyes to his cheeks and as he slowly opened his eyes, his eyes widened as a very familiar dark-haired guy entered the alley where they were in. He was standing outside the dark alley he was in with his cold silver eyes staring blankly at him.

If this is love then

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'Why do I keep thinking about you?'