7 Wicked thoughts

"Muaaaaaah" I yawned as I slowly open my eyes, there stood a source of light this time. "Huh Light? the crystal is still open?, I thought it would shut itself through the night..." it was a half lit room, apparently the light remained the same

It was my second day, and apparently Im still alone now. I head outside the cave as im rubbing my eyes, I wanna head to the river and wash my face first... Hmm? "Geh! even the bonfire remained intact?" seriously what is that crystal? "Argh nevermind, there isnt much wind in this place anyways, plus I can still cook using that fire" magic... its all magic anyways, no use complaining...

I head to the river and washed my face. A set of eyes new to me appeared in the reflection, just like the beads of crimson red... it was wonderful (hmm... it wasnt cold as I thought, umm... maybe I can take a bath here?) Ah wait seriously! Im a girl now!... , Ahrmmm ehh... I dont know what to do, If this was a life or death Im seriously gonna be dead right now!... Ah fuck! no use complaining... Its my body now and its only natural for me to know my own self! Right! Right! It was like that! throw away your old reasoning and accept the reality

I slowly sat on my knees. Aaaaaaah... just why did I let myself die as a virgin, I lost my dick, no more... "Its over..." im a girl now so how would I know the life of an adult male. Theres nothing in there(below) to accompany me anymore when seing a naked woman... plus its me the said naked woman...

Maybe I should just let myself be driven by this river into the nothingness...

Slap slap, I slapped myself. Right! remember your resolution yesterday!, the old Hikkikomori you have already died, that very same person who is a weeb inside, Yet remained poker faced when facing his so called friends that are having perverted topics. But deep inside having weird thoughts by himself

"God is..... Dead....Haaaaaaaah" Having an eyes devoid of life, I looked at the sky... (Fuck dying as a virgin)

I went back to the cave, bought the spare meat wash it a little at the river, then set it up on the fire pit/bonfire a little far away from the fire than yesterday, the spare meat should last until dinner. Then returning once again to bring a spare cloth along with me for the bath... Having no towel, looks like ill be using my already used cloth later.

Securing that no existance would suddenly barge in like a certain Lucky pervert, I arranged the cloth at one corner and begun to strip from the top.

This body of mine, Juuuuuuust why do I look like a child!? Surely theres no FBI here... however, for this height to have breast, its too much of a crime!. It was a modest one yup, it was big enough yes for my height, and for the tip... ah... just... wow... seriously... (I-Im sorry! I'll surrender myself to the jail after I did the crime). For a skin this white to contrast a pink cherry blossom... fueeheeh... ah wait no...

I strip the bottom, Ohoho... Ive seen something deserving of a death sentence. as I was ignorant to look at it in my first time , looking at it right now in a different situation.... Sorry dick... even without you I can't help myself...

I quickly submerge myself into the river to dispel my wicked thoughts. Haah...finally Achieving the Wise man mode... truly a waste to die as a virgin...

The water was as clean as it used to be, its like a spring... or it might actually be one..., There are not much fishes in here, and they are all small ones. The river only flows gently as theres only the waterfall that supply the water

I rub myself a little, my body... its smooth..., as expected of a female body, the radiance of white is truly unbelievable. The crimson hair which covers my entire back glows a radiant red aswell, it was silky enough that you might even think of it as artificial. Truly a waste to not have any shampoo or soap

A fish suddenly went between my thighs, "Eeeeek S-Slippery!?" A fish!? just why do fishes became slippery on water!? Im going to have a heart attack at this rate. This body senses react so much from touch... is this one of the seven wonders of the world?

"Fuahhah" finishing the bath I went into the land, although a few stuff happens, strangely enough... I feel refreshed. Drying myself using my used cloth and wearing a new set of cloth. This time it was a pants and a t-shirt of the same color green, The cloth of this world have different style of being woven, I want to explore abit today so I want something to feely move into

Having finished washing the used cloth on the river and found a place to hang them dry. I went back to the fire pit to check the meat that is still there, and it was enough to flip them now. Putting my hands near the fire, I decided to feel the heat... the fire looks the same but the firewood has clearly gone to ashes, the core of the fire however remain burning brightly. "Even if I ask why, Its just natural to think of it as magic since Its made using that" thinking about it, this forest can remain burning for a long time if I were to use magic, hah but thinking about the global warming... this world may undergo the same scenario

"Status"

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[Status]

[Name] Xylene

[Gender] Female

[Race] Sovereign Dragon : New birth

[Status] Human form

[Stats]

▪[Str]   11.2 (23)

▪[Def]  20 (40)

▪[Int]   50 (100)

▪[Dex] 15 (30)

▪[Agi]  13 (26)

[Title] Sovereign of Envy, Lost Memories V, Rebirth, Stealth apprentice, {Unavailable}

[Skill] {Unavailable}

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"Looking at it again, I think my stats improved a little. However this Unavailable stuffs wasn't bulging at all" These stats may have something to do with the person's body, Hmm perhaps exercising would help at this rate?. I would certainly wanted to learn a few combat techniques as well however, I can't learn them without a proper tutor

Ah the food was ready.... and it was still close to being bland as ever...

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My old self adorned lancers, ninjas, and samurais, to the point of trying to imitate them. For ninjas... Well aside from hiding presence, I tried throwing a surprise on my classmates from their backs, I also tried to do parcours and imitate throwing styles, It went as far as throwing a metal rod 'a cut up version of what killed me but was small as half a meter' across an empty field, I remember it stabbing the ground from a distance far away till I got used to it, Ah remembering it again... I feel my stomach retorts. As for the Samurai, Ive tried copying the movie versions of them, their sword stance of putting the sword in front for defense or the natural sword stance where you held the sword near your shoulders, I went as far as observing my swinging and feel it cut the wind (Ah btw it helped me play badminton) . Finally the Lancer, Although I held a stick, My imagination as a child went high, making the stick spin across my hand and then eventually to my body without hitting me... then making that stick hit something as hard as it can by using the spinning force (The end of it is me learning the pen spinning) I think I have a sufficient knowledge regarding combat, I was originally inclined to the suicidal type of emo, so I think of blood as no news to me, so in a way it help as well... but for the old me... Ughh

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Having finished my meal, I picked up my Long stick, I want to make an improvised spear but that will require more time. I picked up the fire crystal, still lit up and then covered it to hide the light. Having nowhere to put stuffs I emptied the bag where the clothes are and put it on top of the table, I also retrieved the ones outside, although slightly wet, they are considerably dry

I covered the cave using the trunk, the outside looks like it was well camouflaged, I might lose myself if it was like this. so I left the fire pit outside after putting some firewoods in it

Now ... wearing a complete set of traveling clothes! I shall venture forth!. I went into the forest this time, Having enough courage and trust upon my senses, also knowing where the sun will set down. I continue my journey, On my way I discovered a few more animals, Deers with large horns, a few large wild boars, And even a few monkeys. This forest is a little inclined to wild life, having been checking the around a little, I found a few sets of edible looking mushrooms that doesn't have any ring around its body... however I wasnt courageous enough to eat any of it. I continue my venturing, and picked up some edible looking leaves along rhe way. Ive also seen some strange animals, plants, and eventually some moving trees "A treant?" apparently it was still dangerous for me so I decided to detour abit. Ive also seen some strangely huge spiders amongst some trees... They have a weird looking web that looks really thick and durable... have to be careful. There are a few more ponds along the way, Proceeding to walk in a straight line, ive eventually encountered a cliff... it was high enough, and the view displays nothing but more parts of the forest, there are mountains at the background and few rock spires at some corners, the thickness of the woods from there, gradually differs from where I am...

Ive decided to head back to walk another straight path so I wont lost, but in the middle of my journey, ive encountered a squishy pile of goo, It was umm... oh It was a slime!, Should I try killing it?. The size of the slime sized like it would fit a classic certain chicken bucket, it's like a droplet of water above a dried leaf. When I remembered them from the games and novels, they weren't aggressive like all other creatures... its a question if they might really be part of the omnivores or they are just one of those that decomposes on nature similar to the worms