The South African Indian Lady

Where is it that I'm situated now in life, is it the make or break, is it the self-analysis of the soul, the goal, the hand played or the cards dealt. My mind's a paradox a gypsy spell felt, strength the wealth and wealth the stench. What do I really cover under my belt, is my life gold and leather. See if you don't focus on the silver lining you're programing your brain like a large bed of kelp. Do you hear the sound of the next bell. I haven't started my book yet by my mind's demekaar. A South African adjective.