1 Twisted

Will you always stay with me?Will our love be a forever one?Will loving you kill me sweetly?.....

Questions, is all I'm allowed to ask myself about you and yet the wind can't answer them. Memories that beat my heart and blind my mind , my senses, my judgement. My Iife now is so much freedom yet I still lay within the darkest corner of my cage. The door I begged to unlock finally broke yet I can't fix it. Freedom of my shackles came at a price I never knew I was paying. I yearn for the return of the past yet I finally see my future. My twisted mind is turning blood into roses , screams into songs , bruises into love bites , fear into love. I loved you. That is the only thing I am certain about. Is it wrong that I need to feel your ghost only to find the outline of your ghost shadow? I beg my shadow to go to yours yet it ignores my pleading. I let the roses from my skin meet the thorns you left me while I sing the sweetest song I know. I wish my shadow would finally follow yours. I ask the shadow for a answer as i kiss it goodnight. And like the wind it never answered.

Now my roses fall as I smile at your thorns kissing my tender skin on your beautifully marked love bites. My shackles hug my ankles and rose kisses. Tears of joy to feel you again as my body trembles at your presence. ls this my love? I ask only to hear your laughter as my love bites renew. For you I sing just as you like a smile I am grace with make my heart drum at it purity. I loved you I say as I sing only to find the wind in your place as your shadow walks away. I sing myself raw only to see a new sunrise yet no shadow.