2 CHAPTER _ONE

I m estranged from this faded Amber light coming from the post area of my cobblestoned wall, and slowly screeching my eyes , which had an annoying look floating across in their tired lenses , my eyes trailed their aloofness to that old lamp post,

I lost my sleep due to this outlandish Lamp post, reflecting directly from my huge window panel  , embedded with the fallen curtains having brown spotty designs over it ,

Unveiling the outer scenario, I reached for removing the curtains, still my half mind was in a deep sleep ,  my white tank top had been rolled up to my mid stomach because I slept flat with my belly ,

"Hey! Stop switching the light, it irks man!" Came the irritating voice of Juana , my feisty room partner, she is a sleepers of sleeper, and she is a very heavy sleeper, you must know !

No one can pulls her off from the bed , when she is sleepy, she sleeps like a sloth , who supposed to be happen one of the laziest animal of this world, I shook my heart shaped face in a disappointment, and again closed the window , Not before casting a mysterious stare towards the left direction,  I found that lamp post , which was just allocated a feet from my window , lits up unknowingly , this entire week and always at this hour of night, I slowly tilted my head back in opposite direction from the wall,  towards the big hanging wall clock and it reads the time as one o'clock in night,

"I was no one to light it , okay!" I said in a light yelled manner, it's frustrating to see, that when you are not really been the accused, but people exclusively made you one, after pulling comforter which had been lying to the corner , far from my tip to my toe, I once again sulk into the depth of my ravenous dreams, the dream getting convert into a nightmare ,

"A dusky wood is seen in the background , while a hoodie man appearing inside from that wood has suddenly started chasing towards me , as near he comes to me , his size began to double than the former one , his intentions are pure bloody, he wants to kill me, after getting aware of his evil idea, I m running endlessly as far as my legs could take me, i ran out of my soul, my feet had been tired due to my running marathon , but eventually he grabs me, my whole body trembling , when he approached me with a sharp knife in his hand , his face is invisible and due to terror , I accidentally stumbled upon the bridge which from nowhere came right behind me , he is nearing his threatening footsteps, each footsteps marking the end of my life , i shook my head in protest , my eyes brimming with tears , but i threat them from spilling out , while he laughs with a crooked smile , which rings in my head , but he swiftly moved his upper arm with knife towards me to kill me and ....Bang !!  Aw! It caught a bull sized plea , save my head !" I yelled  loudly, waking from that horrible dream

My heartbeat about to explode , my chest falling and rising due to absence of air , my face still shocked by the recent trouble while sweat forming across my forehead , I slightly touched myself looking any sign of marks and scars but luckily there weren't any , a sigh of relief washed over my face, I chanted holy words until I was sure that I had overcome the fear and took a long breath , it seemed so    surreal

Instantly it did gave me a sense that , " reticent dreams are often more dangerous than wet one, " what a absurd dream! Geez! They all are haunting me extrinsically . 

My face had been rose favourable to this morning diaries of the county, again the Sun rays had been dancing all over my wooden bed, I can see around , it was a room of two ,

And I had a double sized bed for Juana Graves and me , particularly she is sleeping with her left leg up in the air and a crumbled piece of duvet hanging to ground, my disappointment flashes over my face, and I in profoundly wondered myself to her nonchalant behaviour, but what to say! She had never been boarding around.

So I had to be eloquent with her carelessness, i tried to adjust her fallen blanket back to her bed from ground, but my head is still spinning from the last night dream, it's like , my head was like some snake dancing on the musical notes of a snake charmer, a drumming sound is all I can feel over my brain cells,

Everything is blurred but I m dragging my feet to the cloth hanger for grabbing two towels , one for soaking my hairs and another for wrapping my body , hesitantly , I stepped my legs in my bathroom, it's cold white tiles hitting my bare sole , a shiver ran down from their coldness, after hanging the two towels to the hanger, rubbing my eyes, I took a look at my bathroom,  a small one but not the dirty , at least I tried to keep it tidy, god knows Juana is far more than keeping it clean!

"Hey , wake up ! You sleepy head, I m going to take a shower, till then be ready with your sleepy ass! " I said to her, after jerking her body twice and thrice in my failed attempt for waking her up.

"It's just six in the ..morning.....you bitch ! Let me make some more ....snoring ugh !!" Her one eye was half opened and she was talking in her almost sleepy tone ,not after checking out once on the hanging clock at the wall,

I shook my head in disbelieve , and threw a pillow on her head , which directly did hit on her head, but she was still in her sleep drowsiness.

Such a sleepy ass!!

She doesn't know the meaning of cleanliness, and I again peaked at her sleepy and drowsy face from the bathroom door, she lacks in personality mannerism, driving away the thoughts about her, I brushed my teeth and went for a long shower, I threw away my sleeping robe to dirty laundry, applying my favorite strawberry shower gel over my body, I  turned on the shower cap, finally hitting a hot shower after that nasty dream soothes me in a most gentle way , the water droplets pouring from the shower head  are needling themselves to evade my plumpy skin, I have a shade of olive, and my eyes are dark brown, not hazel ,not blueish just simply a color of coffee , or of dark chocolate and I started applying the Shampoo..on my head ...

greasing it on my scalp , it's a mild one with an awesome flavour , foams are floating all across the bathroom , tiny bubbles to be burst with lots of eclair fillings ,

I grasped my hairs and gave it a light massage , slowly slowly ....running my fingers in round motion, a medium sized finger through various locks and tangles of my brown , over rated silky hairs, they are of mid length, I m not planning to make them grow, holy cow! It seemed to be heavenly ,just me and my fully exposed body, from all directions , from all sphere and ....you know what , from every dimensions!

I m naked and showering beneath the cold shower, although it is penetrating my skin, my flesh and my womanhood, I m running fingers , trailing them across my valleys of chest, the round one and firmness contained in their peaks ....oh god! .....

I may die but I don't care , this water ! This simple water is killing me and my soul .....perplexing away my tiredness, my ignorance , my chastity ...the drops ! Pouring from a huge numbers of pores of a steel shower , falling upon me , gracing me with their seductive treatment, all I can do is just moan! For their name, my tongue is bouncing between my pearls of teeth, swirling my lips, Ahhhhhh! These words are said between my tongue , while I m still giving a massage to myself! But then there was an abrupt knocking at the door !

"What are you doing inside, wasting water since one and hour Valen!" My room mate Juana was yelling, her hoarse sound disrupted me .... And I just wonder ! Its been one hour! And still I m not adjusting with myself? Was I planning to kill myself?

"Just give me a second ! Ju ! " I requested her , while those feelings had been vanished and I was now bathing at a faster rate, just pouring water .....and finally after tugging a towel to my dripping hairs and slipping into a bath robe around my naked body...I pleaded her .

"You are not even worth of it, now just come on! We are running slow for today's class!" She said in her faded voice , while her big eyes still droopy from last night sleep , this girl would never get enough of her long sleeping hours ,  a towel and a black T-shirt was hanging over her stiff shoulder, she angrily moved me aside , which I think , was her style of granting me the permission, I mouthed her thanks  for waiting for me, but she ignored my formal behaviour and  hurried off to the bathroom shutting the door behind her with a loud bang, while I poked my tongue at her , made my way to my closet, after opening the door of the closet ,

I saw a disserved array of my clothes, I frowned a little,  my frowning is obvious, because it looked like a heap of garbage, my eyebrows scratched together, after 20 minutes of wild hunting, I picked up the same purple crochet crop top , sleeveless having a high neckline with faded blue jeans, but then I thought it was cold outside there, and rain is ascending down the trough of the Havana core , I got a hint from my huge window, so I wore a denim jacket over my crochet, and like always my hairs were cascading just in front of my face, combing them and tugging them under my polka headbands, I paired my brown ballerina flats with it, I don't do makeups, unless there's an occasion.

Meanwhile Juana came out from the bath room in her black T-shirt on her upper body while a towel was wrapped around her lower body , her hairs were still draining with waters, Juana was a short haired , blessed with long sexy legs  which one could flaunt on the hot beaches of Miami, I wished if I could have them , but she would cut me into pieces rather letting me to borrow them from her , Typical woman....

She  had a tanned skin, her hairs have a pixie haircut, almost! Black , dyed in half scarlet color, she loves to apply kohl in her big black eyes, but she refrains herself from lipsticks, in her opinion , they are just lips ganger, sticky and a whole clayey layer,

but yes! She is a huge fan of metallic piercing, that's why she had pierced her ears and had putted a metal like thing! Her is Davy's gray , eyes are enormously big , she is a gym freak, curves at right places, intact slim tummy of 25 and 28 waist, I rasped, Again her baggy t- shirt came into my sight, which had been half in and half tugged outside her tight black ripped jeans , paired with black boots , she stands in front of me, chewing a gum! I rolled my eyes at her, of course her favourite one, " Wrigley's Hubba bubba" , mouth is moving a cynical manner.

"Are you now going to wait for any auspicious occasion?" She said in her most arrogant voice, I frowned for a little,

"Excuse me ?" I was unable to decipher her meaning.

"Nothing !  you are a dumb girl with a pea sized brain, here, wear this helmet,  today , we are going college in my Dakar rally !" She played a mischievous smile on her face, while shifting her chewing gum to aside and opening her mouth in half.

"Are you freaking serious ?" I questioned her, So ! Finally her one year ago planned dream was accomplished, she was able to trade her famous two wheel motorbike, Dakar rally, I should tell you ! She is an amazing biker, show got an expertise hands! I m very much excited for two things , firstly, for the awesome , after rain bike ride , and secondly , for her great labor , that she made it to Dakar rally,

"You are such a leech ! Valen!" She shook in disbelief and I felt irritating, I was not doing late, it's just I was murmuring about her indeed success in my empty mind.

"You won't stop doing your backbiting, Would you! But girl,  Congo ! You made it! It just feels awesome and freaking at same time,  finally you completed your dreams! Isn't it greatttttt?" My face shone with excitement and hopes  , I hugged her tightly to which , she just pulled out and dragged my hand outside our rental apartment, and my eyes goes all merry go round, it was looking ravishingly  killer, a dusty orange matted with white orchard, with small tank at the rear and two tanks at the front. The rear tank holds about 17 litres and front tanks hold about seven or eight . Fucking awesome,

"Close ya! Mouth, unless! A pest would pester!" Her taunting mouth came again to throw at me some more insults, I glared her and she just smiled brightly,

Riding her own purchased bike like a queen  and after herself wearing a helmet, gestured me to sit behind her upon a long leathered seat, starting  the engine, after giving a powerful kick to its gear , the engine roared back to its life , and after neighing the bike vanished in the thick white foam of smoggy air, it was a musky fog  enveloping the whole hilly chains of Barnabas! Ending to the Howdy woods, and here , we came to get lost in it!

A mysterious feeling homed in my mind , the yesterday night's lurid dream , but I dismissed it by disappearing in those white thick layers....