Chapter 28

Some Dark Past

                        IL Misteros

               Confessions - Part One

Fifteen years back,

Year 1986 ....

Present day , Rougesage

Angel cross High school

" You are such a failed dumbass , commoner!"  The voice was directed to his inner guts , it was very scathing for him , to be protrudent with all this bullies .

" His father egged him out of his , impotency !"  The other child mocked dryly and let a gag of other students followed by him , this school was much more but nothing than a bordello house , they deliver shits and bullies in form of decency towards the average students , his eyes restrained with a blood shot , this was enough of being tormented on the grounds of intelligence and brainy things .

"Of course he is , a whoreson ! His genius father can't gene out such dickhead , " Another word left from that loathed mouths of the boy named , Spencer !

It was it , now the limits had been off to its verge , the water had surface above its brink , clenching his popped veins he clustered out his hands all together and punched a busted nose towards the , Spencer !

" How dare you ! How dare you call me a whoreson , I m a legitimate child ! I m a true Volta , I m Roberto Volta's real son, you ! Motherfucker !" And he drew punch out of punch till the boy become senseless, Spencer's nose was terribly broken while , he was losing his organs , the other students were trying to fray him off from Spencer , as he was being superior over them in powers , but the students then started rummaging him through his collar and started kicking him ,

He never let out a shriek or any freaking voices, his hooded black eyes were holding a strange disastrous aura , no body tried to go further when he kicked one of the students , his white shirt was stained with blood drops , he was immediately strangled off from those students who were calling him by names ,

When some school guards came over to butt in the rough fight, the scene was filled with terror and then the Principal Mrs . Reeves tried to get hold of the nosy situation , she slapped hard across the face of him , and glared in disgust eyeing him top to bottom , his black hair disheveled and his tanned face was muddy and some thin scars were bleeding with some froth bubbles , his nose was crackled and his mouth was trailing a viscous blood , ending to his neck .

"Learn to behave ! Don't let your dirty street manner be spilled here in this very reputed premises of  Society , just because your father's popularity and honored reputation , we had allowed to adopt a worm from the gutters !"

Mrs. Reeves hold a cold shoulders towards him , his eyes seemed to be blurry but he buried the need of crying , he had always been subjected to his aloofness , he never wanted anybody rather than her mother to embrace him , this world had been always an asshole to him , they had always cornered him as a dirt of slum and he had been used to it , these torture was nothing to make him less if human and more of beast ,

" But Madame, he was calling me by bad names and was also insulting my mother ! He said that I m a bastard child !"  For one last time, the young child wanted to put his truth and innocent to be the witness of his identity , for only once, he'd wanted to try his futile attempts to convince the world about his blood lineage with the world's most renowned scientist of time Mr. Roberto Fiore Volta , a Nuclear scientist who had just been awarded with the Prime award of Pioneer in field of Nuclear energy ,  

" I don't think , they're saying the wrong things, they're just trying to open your gold digger fathom to the reality , You're not his son in a legit way but you're his once thrown foul  scum which he recklessly spit inside your whore mother's womb !!"  Mrs. Reeves let out a Sly smile to the child , it was very lethal and heart breaking words ever let out from any motherly figure ,but Mrs. Reeves never liked to accept any slum dwellers or even the lower level poor children to be a part of her prestigious institution , it was only reserved for high class aristocrats and wealthy people, even her breath got hitched when she got a smell in her nose of their laborious sweat , Which was totally a show for her to condemn well to flaunt that she actually work for the authority which want education to be reached at every corners of the dearest areas where middle class or rental people lived , she was the head President of the charity event which runs the theme of providing education on equality level to every eligible student , 

"Chant some grateful words to Jesus, that you got a chance to live under the feet of such poised society , don't rub your nose too much to compete the high rankers on the basis of equality because you're a coward filthy child who is not fit for our society !" She was now very closed to him hissing in her most poisoned voice , meeting her light brown vicious eyes to a proximate scale with those deary guilt ridden black eyes , hollering him to collar and giving him one final death warrant look , she waved away his wide buttocks and disappeared inside her den like office ,

After getting more beating from the spoiled brats of children , he fell down on the ground , no one came to rescue him , and he closed his eyes and search for the angels which hymns in heaven and then after in dark he found one angel face that was smiling at him with proud and affection , it was his mother , a round face with the plump lips which always kissed him on the top of his temple ,  those blue shiny eyes sparkling away at him with the most warmth , he wanted to catch her shadow , but he never was able to caught one , she was lost in the darkness of his fate , and when he cried our his heart to search her angelic face for one more time , he was only silenced by his own echo which called , Mom !!

With a jerk, he opened his eyes, it was almost the time for returning home , some how he felt happy and beamed with satisfaction that finally he was freed away with this slaughter house , hanging bag away he coiled with the departing flocks of student , he again read the face and looks of Spencer and his friends , he tried his best to avoid them , they had always stepped their foot over his toes , they had always tried to push him away , they had always tried to instigate him to become a beast , which he never wanted to ,

His eyes were sore from the beatings and bullying but he avoided them as much as he could , lowering his head he turned to the lobby , no words he had ever exchanged to anyone since he'd been to this school , it had been more than two years and he put up an emptied cold face without anyone's reach , beyond the reach of anyone's sympathy , but he'd liked one girl and he becomes super shy and flustered with a burning cheeks , she was like his angel , while he was in high school and he'd afraid all this times to confront his feelings about her , he never talked to her , but like others , she never judged him as an egoistic weirdo , she always helped him with notes and had fed him her lunch box ,

Whenever he saw her , his heartbeat increased multiple times ,

The world seemed to stopped its motions, everything goes blurry instead of her , the way she smiles with her lovely lips parting away and her whitish teeth arraying in a perfect manner , her chubby cheeks poking two cute dimples , her brown hairs swaying side to side in a ponytail, her brown eyes twinkling with the purest ambiance , were enough to make his heart forget all the sins he'd been to and all the tortures he was subjected to ,

but he kept these feelings in a remote corner of his heart , he would never show her , hell! She was not his , but at least he could watch her secretly , worship her flawless purity in secrecy without anyone knowing about it , he never wanted to pull her in his own mess , she wanted to befriend him but he remained stoic and covered his inner feelings with a tough mask without emotions but deep inside , he wanted to hold her petite hand and stare on those two brown pools of magnificent dive , he wanted to feel her lips on his rough cheek but it was all a far dream to be sulk into , brushing off his deep desire , he looked at her while she was nonchalantly laughing with one of her girl friend , while putting hands on her lovely face, only he could imagine, he never showed up a courage , 

While looking at her for last time, it was the hour for returning home , she did wait for a little as she had her personal chauffeur who drives her back to her manor , while she was the princess and he was merely a pawn in front of her , a commoner ! A dirt from slums, while she was the rose of a powerful castle , he strode off from the school while today's memory were very tough for him to endure the pain he'd suffered today , he was unable to bring back himself from being normal , it was way too hard not being able to shoo away the horrible and torturing incidents which were recoiling themselves with much greater speed as much as he wanted them to dispel away without any effort ,

After passing the towers and tall buildings and those flamboyant lavishness of the outer world , the people on the pedestrian , the traffic buzzing off , the vehicles moving forward and the stores and shops filled with people , he wanted to settle down , but it was too much to ask from his strenuous life , it never gave him what he wanted , he was tagged as a failure , a bastard and a whoreson , even despite of being gold medalist in mathematics Olympiad , world never need him, they told there were many like him , and this rejection hits him off his guts , he never wanted to possess any kind of attitude or willing ness but at least he wanted some friends and some regards from the people but they always tried to dispose him away like they are getting rid of some stricken dirt to their sole of expensive Budapest or oxford ,

He crossed the graffiti written walls and he understood he was way too near his house , but what caught his attention was the poster , the same poster which he admires a lot in his whole life , his second favorite person in his entire life , he'd never had been inspired by anyone than this man could ever have had him , his dominating aura , same time he was serious and at same time he was aloof like him , same time he knows how to put a smile on a crying face and at same time he knows the pearls of tears adoring his red white face , his small crooked face laughing without no reason , his lips painted in crimson blood red and his demonic face splashed with nemesis of his psychic disorders which he played over the stage , he was not ruthless !

His enigmatic sinless face was adoring the bright colorful poster with many small creatures filled aside to the corners of that gaudy poster , his Gothic facades of graphics chilled him over his spines , there was an invitation had been for all circus lovers , who wanted to watch him in every condition , even his pain , his uncertainty towards the world , his over caked face and his colorful robes forcing laughter and a skilled sense of humor , his adolescent eyes were biting each information that was posted inside the poster :





                        Hold your!!

             fetid breath  together,

   Gush out your nasty smelly Farts

Behold your Madness , which dabs

        You in as a leper , drop the                 Gaskets of your deep Mourning

    Your hero of humors is Back

To tickle you with feathers of laugh

    The most candid king of jibe

The hilarious maestro , is in your

Town ,   Rougesage theatres hearty

Welcomes the worldwide famous circus company :

Bellona Mystico circo

     Along with the King of Co

Harvey cloister

Performing live : 26 April , 1986

The great maestro, Harvey cloister , well known as , ' Mourning Clown'

The other circus stars :

The ice woman

Featured artist :

Doppelganger and Elephant

Venue: Rougesage cinema Theatre ,

Near ,Sir Louis Thomson 's statute

Henrietta Heights

Hurry up !!

Limited seats

Book your circus tickets Now

At only 2 dollars per person

Contact : Rougesage theatre group

Telephone no. : 5327-1432

He couldn't imagine that his favorite comedy hero was going to perform live here in Rougesage , his little eyes filled with joy and excitement ,he fixed his stares on the poster which was now everywhere as an advertisement , he touched the flimsy poster and ran his hand over the picture of , Harvey cloister , who was better Known as ' The Mourning Clown ', it would be a foolish thing if he wouldn't be able to afford those tickets , but the price was a little more expensive , he must think of an idea to purchase the ticket despise he had not a single coin in side his piggy bank ,

He was not some ordinary performer , but he was the most popular stage artist in the world of comedy and acting , his name was on almost every children's mouth ,  Harvey  !! Was the dream of every kid to grow with , his humorous acting and lively jokes made to activate the gloomy face goes sunny , his eyes had the glittering makeup with two big stars painted in red and some different colors , his lips were extended by the lipstick to the farthest corner of his cheeks he had a talking Dobby , a puppet which speaks with the action of his hands  , he had only seen him  on big screen of television and now as if , it seems surreal to have him in a person on the stage while he had his posters all glued to his bedroom walls , even his mother had warned him several times to tear those creepy posters off from the wall , as they worn out the plasters and paints of the walls but still , he was so determined to never threw him away from himself , which contains the picture of his great comedy hero ,

Every time , when he was bullied or call by the names he watched the cassettes of his recorded performances , whatever genre he did act he was best fitted in all of them , either it was a dark comedy or was it a smooth one , his channels were always different from the earlier one .

One scene from his Poland tour had still won many hearts including the old men , in that act he was holding a naked electric wire in his hand and tried to dip it in the water , and looked at the audience , audience were watching him intently , his long painted brows twitched and he battled his make upped eyes goes in a wonderful expression,

" I just wanted to see, how does it would affect the cold cold water , when an electric impulse is dipped , Haha !!" Audience laughed at his intended foolishness while he was holding a wire in the bucket of the cold water , he dropped his talking puppet in the water saying ,

" Dobby ! Now you catch the wire , and tell me if you get a shock !! " saying this he closed his eyes and shut off his ears with plucking a pair buds from his pocket , and waited and waited for the shock , but it never did come .

After long hours of waiting , he gave up and looked why dobby still not getting the shock , he circled to the bucket , he twirled to his back , he even lifted out the carpet beneath the bucket but he found nothing .

" if some ghost had turned off the magic !!" He said in a shy girl's voice and looked at the audience to tell him , while Dobby didn't get the shock even when a naked wire had been thrown in the cold water ,

" you guys tell me , why don't he get the shockkk !! Ha !! Tell me please ?" He tried to again fake the audience with his girlish tone , audience pointed him towards the plug , some children yelled in excitement ,

" See the plug !! It's detached to the switch board , it hadn't been turn on !!' The audience cried in a loud voice while laughing along with it ,

" What?? I can't hear you guys, tell me one more time !!" Harvey tried to put his hands over his ears to hear the audience .

" The unconnected Plug ! That plug !"

The octave waved in humor reached to his ears ,

Till then from behind the little mischief , another clown !! Tiptoeing around the Harvey connected the plug and Harvey unaware of his mischievous deed ,

" let me dab my fingers in the , Cold cold water , !!"  Audience pleaded him to stay away , some climbed on the steel bars of stage to stop him from doing this , but he instead of pulling away

put his finger into the water and immediately he got an angry 'Shock , and jerked his hand away  ,

"Oh my lawrdddddd........mercyyyy !!"

He bounced up and down in pain and his talking puppet was torn in rag , his skin was purpled from this sudden shock while the crowd laughed to his foolishness,

  While he glared his angry eyes around him and found the little mischief poking his tongue out at Harvey , He got on his nerves , he ran after the little mischief , and this scene was very much funny and hilarious ,

Remembering that video clip scene  , his desperate urgent need escalated inside him to meet , Harvey , to get his autograph in his science slam book and to watch his live show was now his only curating dream , now he wanted to be , "A sledgehammer to crack a nut "

He would go to any length to meet his hero , his inspiration

Harvey Cloister ......a.k.a

The Mourning Clown ...

That 15 years old child took an oath while watching hopefully at the poster which contains his favorite hero ...

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