33 chapter 32

Nik kisses me and I can feel how hard his heart is beating and hear his laboured breath. This is the first time I've been with a guy that has held himself back out of concern for me. He stares at me as he kisses me our souls feeling connected.

He breaks away from the kiss and brushes my hair out of my face, 'You know we can stop here'.

I roll my eyes, 'Psh who says I'm scared?'

He chuckles, and stares at me with a sceptical gaze.

'Ok fine, maybe your wiener was bigger than I expected!'

He shakes on top of me with laughter. 'I've never heard anyone say that about my cock'. I glare at him, not liking that he's referring to his previous bed partners.

He ignores my glare and kisses my forehead, 'Ok let's leave it at that and head to sleep' he goes to get up and dispose of his condom, but I halt him with my legs wrapped around his waist. I tug him forward. 'What do you mean sleep?'

He lets out a breath staring at me patiently, 'I'm not going to force myself on you, I already know your mine we can take this slow. Now lets sleep.'

Nik goes to move again, and I tighten my grip around his waist, keeping him locked in front of me. 'Why don't you want me anymore?'

He takes my hand and puts it on his hard and long length, 'Does this look like I don't want you anymore woman?'

I stare at him, still confused why he doesn't want to continue. He closes his eyes and when he looks back at me all the lust he feels for me shines bright in them, 'Look I am barely holding myself back as it is' he brushes his thumb along my lips, 'The last thing I want to do is scare you Krasotka.'

He goes to move away again, but I clutch his hips to mine pressing the tip of his hardness against my entrance. He growls out, 'Don't test me Kiska.'

'I'm not trying to. I know what I want and it's you, right here, right now.'

He gives me a forlorn look, 'You better be sure, because your making it hard for me to hold back.'

I grind against him. 'Look I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't scared, but I need you too much right now.'

He looks torn for a few moments. I feel a pit form in my stomach and I start to think he's about to reject me, but to my sheer shock he thrusts deep inside me. Giving me no warning. I groan in pain and pleasure. There is a delicious burn as he stretches me to my limits, and remoulds my core to the shape of his length.

Nik looks down at me, his gaze full of passion and desire for me. It causes little butterflies to flutter in my belly.

'Are you okay liybimaya?' A sheen of sweat forms over his biceps and pecks as he struggles to hold himself back.

I still feel breathless from his size but I nod.

His voice comes out strained; 'Jas I need you to say it with your words.'

'Yes…I'm okay…you can move now' I manage to get out.

Nik stares into my eyes as he thrusts again, this time reaching even deeper than I thought possible. He groans, 'So damn tight liybimaya!' I gasp in pain, clawing at his shoulder blades, as he enters a place that no man has ever been before.

He nibbles my jaw, murmuring in my ear, 'Relax, I've got you.'

I stab my nails deeper into his back, in an attempt to bear these new sensations. Nik groans and pinches my nipple to distract me. I feel his hands rove over my body, touching and massaging different parts of my body heightening my body's sensitivity.

He continually thrusts in and out of my channel, in a steady rhythm.

Embers of pleasure begin to blossom in my womb as my channel eases to accommodate his girth and I can't help but moan as I feel all these new sensations take hold of me.

Nik stops sucking on my breast to look at me with a saucy grin, 'See I told you, you were made for me!'

I'm about to reply but am silenced with awe when pleasure explodes in my core. Each time he thrusts inside me he kisses my cervix. 'See that,' he halts whilst being inside me to the hilt and presses his hand over my belly where his length is buried, 'no one else is ever going to be able to reach your deepest parts like I can!'.

His words and the image before me, cause a feverish rush to course through my body, my nether lips flood with wetness. My hips unconsciously grind against his groin trying to chase that wave of pleasure that was erupting from his thrusts.

He digs his hands into my hips, holding them down and halting my movement, 'Do you want something Jas?'

I glare at him.

He gives me a devilish grin, waiting for an answer that he knows he is going to get.

'Has anyone ever told you that you are one annoying bast—'

He pinches and flicks my clit causing me to cry out.

Nik arches his brow at me, 'You were saying?'

I glare at him irritated with his need to hear me say those words.

I scream, 'I want you to thrust harder and deeper inside me until I cum!'

It's like my words unlocked the beast inside, because as soon as the words left my mouth he is fucking me with a savagery I didn't think possible.

He pounds into me so deeply that I don't know where I start and where he ends.

Each time he thrusts into my cervix my eyes roll back at the intense wave of pleasure that washes through my body. Nik is panting and his eyes glow with a hunger that matches mine.

'Cum for me now!' he says as he pinches my clit.

The stimulation pushes me over the edge, and I scream as I explode into a million tiny pieces. The pleasure so overwhelming that I'm pretty sure I blacked out for a few seconds.

When I come back to reality, Nik is cumming inside of me. I watch his face with rapture, knowing I'm the one who has made this strong and beautiful man cum apart.

He looks at me in surprise, 'That was—' I chuckle, 'Yeah I know.'

He collapses on my bosom and rests his head on me. We're both soaked in sweat, but I've never felt more content or free. I brush his hair with my hands as we both lay in a comfortable silence. We're still connected but neither of us moves.