12 chapter 12

I feel so relaxed in his embrace that I can't help but let my hands wonder over his front, all the perfectly tailored suits he has worn have been teasing me with the perfection hiding underneath. It feels just as amazing as I imagined, nothing but corded muscle and a perfectly formed 8-pack that GQ Models would be jealous of. I feel every glorious inch of him not missing any part and brush down past his stomach dangerously close to his groin, which causes his stomach to jump against my touch. Nikolai briefly pauses his passionate strokes in my mouth, and I feel a violent surge of breath from his nose, brush my face as if I'm testing his restraint.

He seems to gather his self-control as he resumes kissing me, and I hear him groan as he tastes me and familiarizes himself with my mouth as if he can't get enough of me. He caresses my ass more firmly in his grip and starts thrusting shallowly against my groin and moves his hard length at just the right angle, my eyes roll to the back of my head and a moan escapes my mouth. Liquid hot fire pulses through my veins causing a pulse deep in my womb, hiking up my raw need for him.

I clutch onto him like he's the water to my fire and he lashes at my tongue in dirty movements mimicking his hips like a threat showing me what he would do if I was spread out in front of him naked.

I shudder against him, unable to hide my body's reaction to him any longer, which makes him grunt and only spurs him on as he sucks on my tongue with more fervor than before.

He briefly breaks away, we're both panting like we've run a marathon and he growls out, 'What are you doing to me Jas?' his eyes are molten as he looks down at me with so much desire that it makes me feel dizzy with want.

I'm so consumed by his gaze that I can't string together a coherent thought. I've never seen a guy look at me the way he is, with so much raw want and hunger for me. Even the way his body is pulled taut as if he is still holding himself back from devouring me here in his office, only fans the flames inside me.

He stares down at me with such intensity that I don't move or make a sound, I just wait like a cornered gazelle before a lion devours it. Just as Nikolai leans down to devour my mouth I vaguely hear a knocking sound in the background.

It's like ice cold bath water just got thrown at me, and I wake up from my lust induced daze and straighten my back, pulling away from his embrace in lightning speed, so much so that his hands are still in the same position but are embracing air instead of me.

I straighten my clothing trying to compose myself and notice that he has already dropped his hands down to rest at his side. I look at his face and feel a small prick in my chest; his face is devoid of any of the passion we just shared, it's back to his cool professional mask. As if we weren't just sharing an earth shattering, soul consuming kiss a few seconds ago.

I flinch at the reminder of it, as if there aren't already enough employee and boss relationships out there in the world, why did I have to go ahead and join the fray. God I feel cheap, I always tell employees not to get involved with anyone that they work with, if they can help it and here I am, not only being involved with a coworker but my damn interim boss. How far have I fallen, I inwardly shake my head at myself for allowing such a situation to happen.

The knocking starts again since neither of us answered before, I try to focus my eyes anywhere else but at him, and mutter, 'Well...I'm...ah...glad that we got this conversation out of the way. I'll...ah...be seeing you next week then. Have a great weekend Mr. Milordov!' I dart towards the door like my life depends on it, keen to get myself away from him, and he doesn't even try to stop me this time.

On my way out, I bump into a tall beautiful brunette; she arches her brow at me wondering why I would be in his office and not her, I muster the fakest smile I can, 'Mr Milordov is ready to see you now.' Damn what is with all the catty women around that good looking bastard, ugh I can't stand being in his vicinity anymore and I make haste for the elevator to get as far away from him as I possibly can.