1 Chapter 1

Felix's P.O.V.

I was walking up on stage for one of our America concerts, we are in Atlanta for 3 days, as I gets in place to start, "Hey, I need to talk to after the concert" Chan says as he gets into place, I just nod, I wonder why he wants to talk to me, about what

Time skip after first song

I messed up so many times, bc I kept thinking about Chan, I am scared about after the concert, maybe its not bad, maybe it is, when we were performing, I kept messing up the choreo, and I forgot my lines and Jisung had to help me, we were singing Hellevator, how could I forget, its one of my favorite songs that we perform, Im so upset with myself, I feel like crying, Chan keeps looking over at me with a sad expression on his face, I sigh

I walk over to Jisung, "Hey, are you okay, you seem lost in thought?" He whispers to me, "I dont know, I think....um.....Im gay" I say, I keep looking over at Chan and I think Jisung noticed, "Wait- do you like Chan?" He whispers, I slowly look down and nod, "oh- well, does he like you?" he asked, "I dunno, Im scared to ask" I confess, he just nods, like he understands, "Hey, Felix, come here" Chan says in the mic, I look at him and walk over, "Whats wrong?" I asked as the crowd is silent, I look around and realize something...my mic was still on....my eyes widened, "Oh- did you here all of that?" I asked, "Only, what you said, not Jisung, bc he covered his" Chan says as he looks at Jisung, I look as well, and Jisung was shocked, "We will talk about this later" Chan says softly, "O-okay" I walk off stage and run into my dressing room, and cry, I cant believe he heard that, I am glad that he does not know that I like him, after about 10 minutes, I stopped and cleaned up and left

Time skip back to the hotel room

I walk into my room and set my stuff down on the T.V. stand, *knock, knock* I hear and walk over to the door and open it, "Chan?" I say as I see him standing there in ONLY shorts, my eyes widened a bit, "We need to talk" he says, omg, imma get in trouble, "O-okay" I gesture him to come inside, he walks in

Chan's P.O.V.

I walk inside Felix's hotel room and sit on the bed, "So, whats up?" he asked, as we sits next to me, "Are you okay?" I asked, bc I was starting to worry about him, I mean, Im happy he is gay, bc I am too....for him, but I doubt he likes me back, "I dont know, Im sorry, I messed up during the performance, I guess my head was not screwed on all the way" He explains and looks down, I grab his hand and he looks at me, "Hey, its okay, we have all had bad days, but you just gotta learn from it, right?" I asked, "o-okay" he blushes, why is he blushing?, I dont know, Im so confused, anyway after a while, we talked about tomorrow, the flight back home, then I go back to my room, I lay down and think about everything, I like him....a lot too, I finally drift to dream land and dream about the concert.

( Dream )

I was singing as Felix walks up to me and smiles, I smile back, *Bang Bang* Felix falls on the ground and everyone screams, I quickly kneel down to him and put his head on my thighs as I start to cry, "Felix, please" I beg, he cant die, not now, not ever, "FELIX!!!!" I yell, I rest my hand on his chest, I close my eyes and then I feel a hand on mine, I open my eyes to see Felix's hand on mine, I look into his eye, "Felix?" I say as I smile, "I-I need t-to tell you something" He says faintly, "Tell me, what is it?" Im still crying, "I-I love you" he says as his eyes close, he's...hes ded, "NOOOOOOO! FELIX I LOVE YOU TOO" everything goes black

(end)

"AHHHHH" I scream as Felix and Seungmin runs in, I look at them with tears in my eyes, I get up quickly and run to hug Felix, "Hey, Whats wrong, what happened" Seungmin asked as his eyes are BIG, I stop hugging Felix and look down, "It was another night terror" I confess "Another one" Felix asked, Ive never told them about my night terrors, Ive been having them a lot lately, "Yea, I have night terrors" I sit on the side of the bed, "Seungmin, can you leave us?" Felix says as Seungmin nods and walks out, Felix sit next to me, "What was it about, the night terror?" he asked, "Oh- um, my crush" I say, he looks at me then back to the floor, "Can I know who?" He asked, Im scared what do I do, what do I tell him, oh I know, "My cat....." I say