13 Chap 13. Theo moaned?! (Slight NSFW)
That day, they both went to bed early. Neither of them mustering up enough courage to say goodnight to the other, but that doesn't matter since the next day they probably won't be able to avoid eachother.
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The next day, Astro was woken by thumping coming from Theo's room.
The sun hadn't even risen, yet he felt refreshed. Like the curious person he was, he slowly rose from his messy but comfortable bed.
He had sleep marks on his arms which normally means that he had an amazing sleep, which he did.
He reached out to the cane that was now on his bed side cabinet and slowly got out of his bed.
He still had eye crust that he could feel and removed it from his eyes before leaving his room to find out what the thumping was.
He tapped his way to Theo's room and knocked on it. Surpringly, the thumping didn't stop and Theo didn't call out either.
Astro thought that something bad must've happened so he opened the door without any permission from Theo.
Once the door was wide open he could clearly make out the noise, it sounded like punching. Like knuckles meeting wood.
Suddenly, Astro had an epiphany, he immediately yelled out Theo's name but didn't get any response again.
Instead, the noise sped up, this made Astro extremely worried.
But since it was so early he knew Tommy and Alisha would definitely not be awake, so he mustered up his courage and entered the room in hurried steps.
He used his cane expertly and maneurvered around the room as if he had always lived there and knew every single part of it.
A few seconds later, he was only a few steps away from the noise, this time he could make out huffing coming from Theo.
It was extremely rapid, he sounded like he was having a panic attack in Astro's mind.
Astro immediately closed the distance between them and reached out to where he could hear Theo's feet slightly squeaking on the wooden floor.
He managed to grasp the material of the pj's he lent Theo, he quickly moved forward and grabbed Theo's shoulder out of luck.
He gripped both shoulders and hugged Theo, that immediately stopped Theo from punching the wall, but Theo's rapid breathing didn't stop.
In fact, his breathing grew even more violent, this made Astro's worry increase.
Astro tapped Theo on the head, he thought Theo was possibly having a panic attack in his sleep so he needed to calm him down, he could even feel trembling coming from Theo!
"..pa-..panic..at-.." Theo tried to respond to Astro tapping but his breathing only became worse so Astro shushed him.
Astro racked his brain for ways to stop a panic attack and immediately remembered what the AI explained, it said that you need to focus on something, it will distract your mind and calm your nerves so Astro quickly put that plan in motion.
"Shh, Theo listen to my voice, ok. Focus on my voice~.." Astro said soothingly, except it seemed to aggravate Theo.
'SHIT... I don't know what to do! He won't listen to me, maybe I should use a different method instead of hearing. Smell? No! Sight? Not at all! Touch..? That might work..' Astro instantly leaned away from Theo, he thought for a few seconds before gaining his courage and doing something that would shock anyone.
'Kissing..' He thought before immediately bringing Theo's face closer to his own, he had his hand resting on the back of Theo's head and said, "Focus on this then~.."
He brought Theo lips to kiss own and kissed him, his face was flushed but he knew that he had to do this!
Unexpectedly, Theo's trembling slightly stopped and his stiff posture relaxed a bit, Astro didn't stop kissing though.
He slowly sucked on Theo's lips and gave a small lick to ask for permission into Theo's mouth.
Theo slowly lifted his arms to Astro's hips and brought him closer slowly, Astro slightly stumbled from the sudden movement but didn't complain.
He continued to suck on Theo's lips since it didn't seem like he would let him in, Astro brought his hand up to Theo's chest to check his heart beat.
'Its still rapidly beating~ a few more second maybe and then I should stop.' Astro thought as he brought Theo's face even closer to his own.
After a few moments he suspected that it would be best to end the kiss here but Theo opened his mouth at that exact moment.
Astro was stunned by the sudden opening but was so tempted that he couldn't resist Theo's tempting mouth.
'A few more seconds then I promise to stop-' He tongue slowly slithered into Theo's mouth, exploring his mouth with no self restraint.
Suddenly, a weird noise escaped Theo's throat.
'Did.. did he just moan..?..' Astro thought, his tongue had suddenly stopped exploring Theo's mouth and that stop gave Theo enough time to touch the tip of his tongue with Astro's.
A spark occurred when their tongues touched, shocking them both out of the trance like state they were in.
Astro immediately took back his tongue and stopped the kiss, he stepped back quickly and covered his face with his hands.
Theo's face was completely flushed when he opened his eyes, he had his eyes close the entire time and only just opened them since his panic attack seemed to stop.
He could still taste the sweet honey like taste from Astro's tongue which made him want to savor the taste.
"I-.. ehm.." Theo stuttered when he tried to speak, he didn't know what to say.
Should he say something like 'um, that was my first kiss you bastard!' ? Should he scream and make a tantrum?
He never said he didn't like it, it was just so unexpected. His first kiss, with a man.
His face flushed again remembering the heart stopping kiss, Astro face was also flushed the entire time.
He didn't know what to say either, so instead he started off with an apology.
"I'm sorry Theo.." He apologised in a sincere tone, it made Theo's heart speed up but then calm down again.
"You were having a panic attack and I didn't know what to do, you weren't listening to my voice and you couldn't see me from blurry vision so I thought touch will do." Astro explained everything from the start, he told Theo why he kissed him so Theo wouldn't blame him in any way.
"You can hit me and call me asshole, it was uncalled for so I can only ask for your forgiveness.." Astro decided that what ever Theo does or asks for, he will immediately do since it will be classed as an apology for the kiss.
'I never.. I never said I didn't like it..' Thought Theo as he brought his hand to his mouth, he remembered the warmth from Astro's lips and the softness only made him more tempted to kiss Astro again just so he could feel that soft skin.
Astro had his head down in shame, he was waiting for his punishment for the kiss.
'Why did I have to go and fuck everything up like that?! FUCK MY IMPULSIVENESS! But I didn't know what else to do!!' Astro was currently cursing himself internally, he regretted the kiss very much.
He didn't regret it because it was bad or anything, he regretted it because he thought Theo didn't like it and he would possibly make the decision to leave this place.
"..I-.. I forgive you.. But.. I will come up with a punishment later.." Theo forgave Astro in a heartbeat, he didn't have any regrets or reasons to hate Astro because of the kiss.
Astro's mood immediately brightened, he would do anything for Theo so he would forgive him so he thanked Theo again, "Thank you so much! And I'll do anything to make it up to you!" He practically yelled as he held his hand in a fist to his heart, he was actually promising himself that he would do anything.
"..anything?.." Theo questioned again, just to confirm, "Yes! Anything that's within my powers!" Astro confirmed as he aggressively nodded his head.
Theo wanted to laugh at Astro's actions but caught himself, "I'm also sorry for causing a disturbance this early in the morning, I woke up to a panic attack and remembered you saying you would keep an ear out for any noise, so I punched the wall so you would hear me.." Theo thoroughly explained everything, not missing out any information.
Well he only left out what the trigger for the panic attack was, but Astro didn't need to know that.
"Oh, nice plan. I'm sorry my plan wasn't as great.." Astro commented as he touched his lips, thinking back to the lustful kiss that made his toes curl.
Theo looked towards Astro, only to see a light blush on his cheeks and as distant look in his eyes as he touched his lips.
Theo immediately flushed, "uhm.. Can you leave please?.." Theo questioned when he felt something wrong with his body.
Astro was brought back to reality and quickly agreed to Theo requests, but he firstly needed his cane again since he had dropped it to deal with Theo's issue.
"Can you quickly get my cane though? I dropped it to help.. you.." His voice drifted off at the end and Theo knew why.
He quickly picked up the cane and put it in Astro's hands before ushering him out of the room.
Why he ushered him out in a hurry? You'll have to wait to know~
