62 She Was Afraid That He Would Dissapeared Like Them

Elena was Elena after all, a woman with logical mind. She suddenly interjected before William could say the next words. "Darling, I think you've got the wrong idea about my question earlier. I ask you that question because I do not know whether we'll have the chance to get married in the future or not. It is not meant that I'm asking you about the time we will get married." She definitely knew what William was thinking right now. So, before he fell down to his fantasy deeper, she should pulled him back to the reality. Indeed, marrying William was like winning a lottery but how could she decide her long-term well-being abruptly? She must carefully think about this matter

As expected, William joyful face turned morose. Was he just the only one who wanted to marry her? His mood was like a deflated balloon after he heard her words. He raised his head to look at Elena. He looked aggrieved as he dispassionately asked, "Why?" His dark cold eyes were now tinged with hopelessness and disappointment.

Elena felt awkward the moment he saw his aggrieved look.. "Um..." She actually didn't know what to say. Truthfully, she didn't mean anything with her question earlier. But what she asked earlier was indeed ambiguous.

During these past weeks, Elena had seen various expressions of the so called frozen hell demon king by the others. In front of her, he would shed his pretentious cold and expressionless face away and truthfully revealed the passionate and expressive William.

She had saw him laugh, acting coquettishly, sad, jealous, happy and others. But, she had never seen this aggrieved expression of his. His head hung down as if his hope was crushed down by Elena's words. His eyes that was always lit up whenever he saw her suddenly lost its color.

Elena felt a pang of pain in her heart. She had never felt this way before but she knew that this pain was related to William. What should she do to coax him?

Little Mo who was still silent couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed Elena's hand and dragged her to his room on the second floor. He looked at William and said, "You, just wait here."

Both of them finally arrived at Little Mo's room. Then, Little Mo incessantly berated. "I've never know you are this stupid Elena Kim!"

Elena stunned. He had never called her this way unless he was completely angry. She was about to speak to reason out when she heard him said sternly. "Even if I just met him today, not even for an hour, I can see that he loves you." It was true that he had just met William today but, days before, he Investigated almost everything about William. Despite the fact that William's information was hard to get, he used the connection of his to gather the information about William. It was one thing that he didn't do when Elena went out with Liu Tang.

Truthfully, he was satisfied by the result of his investigation. William was still clean and had a good personality (at least that was what he inferred from the report).

Little Mo asked William some questions earlier to make sure whether William loved Elena or not. And as expected, William was indeed fell over heels to Elena.

Elena's head hung down. Even Little Mo could see it, how could she didn't see what he saw? She clearly knew that William was in love with her.

"I know what you are thinking Elena." little Mo softened his tone when he saw her kept silent and stood like a child being disciplined by her parent. "You are afraid that he will leave you like what that bastard did to you?"

Elena nodded. Although she was a person who would not look back to the past, her terrible first love experience was too horrible. The hurt Liu Tang gave her was quiet deep that it took quiet a long time. Elena then looked at Little Mo. Her eyes were slightly red as she spoke hoarsely. "Indeed, I'm afraid that he'll leave me like that bastard did in the past." Her tears slipped down to her cheeks as she softly said, "But I'm afraid that he'll disappear completely from me that I would have no chance to see him anymore. Everyone near me always leave me and never come back." She covered her face with her hands as she cried like a child. It had been a long time since the last time she cried on the day of Uncle Qi's funeral. After that day, her tears refused to fall down. Even when she felt depressed, she didn't cry.

Again, her past haunted her and the words that Uncle Qi's family said had etched to her heart that it became a knot in her heart. Even she always acted at ease in front of Little Mo, deep down in her heart, she was afraid that he would leave her like her parents and Uncle Qi. But, she had never tell this to Little Mo.

Indeed, she was afraid that William would dump her like what Liu Tang did, but she was even more afraid that he would completely dissapeared from her like her parents and Uncle Qi.

Yes, she was afraid that he would dissapeared like them.

Elena was not an idiot. She had fall in love with William after their interaction in these past weeks and she admitted that. It was just the knot in her heart was hard to break that it rendered her indecisive and didn't know what to do.

Little Mo patted Elena's shoulder. Then, he hugged her and patted her back. After years knowing Elena, how could he didn't know what she was thinking? He said to her. "I know what you are thinking Elena. But, I'm still here right? Just go wherever you want, experience everything you want to do. If you are exhausted, you can always go back here. I'll always be here and I'll not dissapear like them. And so does William. This time, even if the scar in your heart has not completely heal, just move forward. When you break free from it, you will realize what you've been thinking all this time was very insignificant" Little Mo was speaking a truth. He was also in Elena's situation years ago. Fortunately, he could break away from his shackle after he met Elena. So, when he saw William's love for her, he hoped that William would help her to heal her scars.