5 Chapter 5

Rose cheated the time clock out of fifteen minutes and strode down the hill to the batting cages. Simon was still there, in a royal blue tee shirt today, using the fastest machine they had.

She didn't even hesitate this time, just walked up to the cage and hooked her fingers through the fence.

"It's Monday," she said.

He didn't look. "No kidding."

Crack.

"You said you only come on Wednesdays and Fridays."

He glanced over his shoulder. "Maybe I didn't want to miss the show."

His voice wasn't quite friendly—but it sure wasn't hostile. She blushed again and wished her skin weren't so fair. Maybe he'd attribute it to the heat.

Then he turned back to swing for the next ball. There was something addictive about the sound of the machine, the regular crack of the bat, the motion of his body as he swung to hit. Before she knew it, four pitches had gone by, and she realized she looked like a freak stalker.

She had to say something. "That looks so ... therapeutic."

"Want a turn?"

"What—No!" God, she'd been standing here staring. She couldn't even remember why she'd come down to the batting cage. "Sorry. I'll just ... I'll ..."

"I'm sorry about Friday." Simon fed the machine a new token. "Not just for the parking lot." He tossed a glance over his shoulder. "For being a dick."

She should turn and walk away. She didn't want to. "It's all right."

He paused to swing. The crack of the bat stole her breath. Another glance. He tapped the bat against the dirt. "Sure you don't want a turn?"

Rose shook her head quickly. "I've never played baseball. I'm not sure the fast-pitch machine is the best place to start."

He snorted. A laugh? She couldn't tell. She felt like they'd completely ventured off the map of what felt sure and certain.

Then he said, "So why do you need this job so badly?"

"I want to move to New York City."

The words were out before she could stop them. But he'd surprised her with his gratitude, followed by this apology. And for some reason, it was easier to have a conversation while his back was turned and his attention was focused elsewhere.

"New York?" Crack.

The ball strained at the nets before dropping to the earth.

She swallowed. "Yeah. I have a friend who graduated two years ago who's an understudy on Broadway. She says she'll help me get a job."

"You want to be on Broadway?" The surprise in his voice was almost tangible.

She bristled, ready for the mockery she'd gotten from her father when she'd mentioned this last year. There was a reason she made the appropriate noises about researching colleges but kept her true plans a secret. "Yeah, so?"

He didn't say anything, the bat poised over his shoulder.

"I mean, it's not like a guarantee or anything," she said, folding her arms across her chest. "I'll probably end up waiting tables and calling my parents to borrow cash after six months."

A ball flew at him. Crack.

"Nah. I could see it. You kept up with that Wicked song."

Her jaw almost hit the ground. "You recognized the music?" And was that a ... compliment?

He shrugged. "My dad got our mom tickets for her birthday last spring. We all had to go. Some crap about needing more culture."

His dad got tickets to Wicked for their mom? She couldn't remember the last time her father had given a present to her mom—much less included her and Tyler in on it.

"I think living in a city would make me stir-crazy," said Simon.

She thought of his parents' landscaping business and wondered if a guy like Michael would actually suffer in a city. "I guess we're not fated to be together, then."

She'd meant for it to come out flippant, full of sarcasm, but the words fell flat and honest. He looked over his shoulder. "I guess not."

The machine buzzed, signaling the last pitch. Simon hit hard, sending the ball into flight before it hit the nets and dropped dead. She expected him to feed it another token, but he stepped over to the fence and hooked his hand on a link exactly five inches to the left of hers.

Again, he was too close. Her heart kicked. She stared up at him and stopped breathing.

"Want to learn?" he said.

"Learn?" Her voice was squeaking.

He tapped the fence with the end of the bat. "How to hit." She couldn't. She'd already spent too much time talking to him. This had danger written all over it.

But some part of her heart had already told her brain's insistent thoughts to shove it.

Because she was already saying yes.His brain kept asking him what the hell he was doing, but Simon ignored the doubts and led Rose to the slowest cage. All afternoon, her presence had been little flickers against his skin, not entirely unpleasant.

From the moment he'd caught her in the office, blushing and stammering and fighting to turn down her music, he'd been fighting the urge to reach out and touch her, to see if those little flickers were a promise of something more. She hadn't reported him.

That had to mean something. Right?

Especially now, when she stood with him in the eight-foot-square cage, listening to him talk about things like stance and hand position and letting the ball come to her. God, he needed to shut up. He felt giddy and nervous and it was a miracle he could even form a coherent sentence.

He held out the bat. "Here. Let's just try."

She made no move to take it. "I'm probably going to give myself a concussion."

"Come on. My brother could hit off this machine when he was eight."

She made a face. "Now I feel better." But she took the bat and attempted to hold it the way he'd shown her.

She looked ridiculous and adorable and he tried not to laugh. Just as quickly, he choked it off. What was he thinking?

Sharp words sat on his tongue, ready to drive her away. He could stop this now. They could go back to being mortal enemies. She'd let one mistake slide. That wasn't the same as helping him. Or even accepting him.

She looked over at him, and he was sure she could read the doubts on his face.

Just like he could read the doubts on hers.

Simom jammed his hands into his pockets, feeling his shoulders tighten.

Before he could say anything, she said, "I look like an idiot, don't I?"

He let out a breath. "Nah." Then he paused and almost smiled. "Well. Maybe."

"Tell me what to do so I don't take a ball to the frontal lobe."

So he demonstrated again, and she took the stance again, and when she said she was ready, he fed a token to the machine. At the first ball, she didn't even try to swing.

She flung herself back and almost dropped the bat. "Holy crap, that's fast!"

He caught her shoulders before she could plow into him, intending to set her straight, the way he would one of his brothers.

She froze, just for an instant, but it was enough. He yanked his hands down.

She didn't say anything, so he backed away to lean against the chain link, putting clear distance between them. "You want me to go get a putter?" he said. "You have no trouble swinging those."

That earned him a rueful glance over her shoulder. But then her expression softened. "You can show me." She paused. "It's okay."

He hesitated, just long enough for him to hear the machine revving up for the next pitch. So he stepped forward, caught her shoulders again, and pushed her into place. Then, without thinking about it too carefully, he put his arms over hers, his hands on the bat, and guided her into the swing.

"Don't run from it," he said. "Stand strong."

She got a piece of this one, and you would have thought she'd scored the winning home run at the World Series. Bat in the air, jumping up and down, silly smile on her face.

"I hit it! I hit it!"

It made him smile. This was vastly more satisfying than showing his brother how to hit a curve ball. "Okay, try not to make it a foul ball next time."

She made a face. "Killjoy." She tapped the bat against the ground and got back into position. Like a frigging major league player.

He laughed.

And then he shut up real quick when she threw another glance over her shoulder. "You going to show me again or what?"