10 Appetite

I opened my eyes and I noticed that I was in another house. I was still at school earlier, but why am I sleeping in another house? I turned to the side of the bed and saw two people looking at me. I saw Khara crying and she was with a man whose face was unfamiliar to me. To my surprise I asked them. The man who introduced himself as Kaizen and he was a detective answered me. He explained to me everything that happened and I was surprised by what he said. He also asked questions about what happened to me before I went to Kaizen's house but I can't remember anything. He also said that someone else might be using me through drugs, because before the tragedy that happened at school, something happened to Kaizen and me at the hospital where he works and I don't even remember all that.

From everything I heard I felt angry and disgusted with myself. My mind was in turmoil and I wanted to avenge my dead classmates. I also can't blame the men who sex me because based on Xydex's explanation, I am the one who pushed them to have sex with me. My resurrection was a miracle for them because most of my classmates died.

Although Xydex is not convinced that drugs are the cause of everything, but this is the very close reason for everything that happened to me even to my classmates. Because I also do not remember anything, I believe in everything he said.

"Zierra join us to eat." Khara offered me to eat that stopped my thoughts.

Xydex and I followed her and we went outside the house. There I saw two men who introduced themselves as Zhayshin and Mirhu.

"Zierra, I'm sorry for what happened. I don't know tha-" Mirhu apologized and I immediately cut him off.

"Don't talk to me." I replied angrily to him, which surprised him.

I was also shocked by what I told him because he was one of the people who had sex with me. But it occurred to me that I should not be angry with him because I myself was the reason for what happened to us.

"O-okay. You don't need to apologize." I added to him. I said it calmly and I noticed that he was now comfortable with me.

While they were eating I had no appetite to move my food.

"Zierra aren't you hungry." Khara asked me.

"I lost my appetite to eat." I replied.

"I-is my plating arrangement ugly? Doesn't the food look good?" Mirhu asked hesitantly but he managed to cross it.

Based on his reaction, my answer seemed very important, but before I could answer her, Khara suddenly spoke.

"Hahaha. Since before Mirhu is really concern about his cooking." Khara said to him and Mirhu just scratched his head at what she said.

"Zierra, taste the food first." Zhayshin advised.

"Y-yes that's delicious." Mirhu supported Zhayshin's advised.

I looked at my plate and the food was very well plated and it looked delicious to eat. I looked at Mirhu and spoke.

"I don't want to taste it." I said that resulted him in shook.

"W-why not?" he asked by astonishment, that made others laugh.

"The plating is too good, I don't want to ruin it." I joked with him that made his face blushed.

When I said it, Mirhu suddenly stunned and was still staring at me that caused Khara and Zhayshin laughed even more, while Xydex was also slightly amused by my joke. I made a joke for Mirhu, so that he can normally talk to me , also he would not think about what happened to both of us.

I started eating and I enjoyed what he cooked, until I did not realize how much I had just eaten. I noticed Khara, Zhayshin, and Xydex looking at me because of my appetite to eat. This is the first time I was like a hungry pig because I enjoyed Kaizen's cooking so much and it made me happy to see that I really like his cooking. When Mirhu saw that my food was going down, he handed me the food that I immediately accepted. When the contents of my plate ran out, I was surprised that Mirhu, no longer offered me food. I looked at the table and there was no food left.

"All is empty?" I whispered to myself.

"Yes, it's gone, you're exhausted. Didn't you have no appetite before?" Xydex replied, pretending that he angry.

"It's a prank!" Zhayshin added jokingly.

They all laughed at Xydex and Zhayshin's joke.

"I'm sorry I ate too much." I embarrassedly said to them at the same time looking at Mirhu and he blushed again when I looked at him.

"M-Mirhu can you cook more?" I embarrassedly asked that Khara, Zhayshin, and Xydex laughed even harder.

"S-sure" Mirhu stammered in response because he was surprised by what I said. He immediately got up and went to the kitchen.

While waiting for Mirhu, we had a good conversation with Xydex, Khara, and Zhayshin. Despite everything that happened, we still managed to have a happy conversation and because of that I felt relieved and temporarily forgot what happened.

During our conversation I came to know about the personal backgrounds of Xydex and Zhayshin. Later, Mirhu returned with food. We started eating again until we ran out of it.

They wanted me to stay at Khara's house so I just told them I had to go home and stay at the mansion. I explained to them that people might be worried about me in our mansion and they agreed.

Xydex and Zhayshin also agreed that they would just watch over my mansion and I agreed to what they wanted. Khara and Mirhu said that they will also visit me and they will try Kaizen and Mio when they return.

"Take care." Khara said goodbye.

"You too. Thank you for helping me." I answered while looking back at Mirhu.

"Thank you for your delicious food. Always come to my house so I can always taste your cooking." I said to Mirhu whose face turned red. Khara laughed at Mirhu's blushing face.

"All right, I will visit you tomorrow. Right Khara?" he replied to me that he was try to convince Khara with him and she agreed with it.

"All right I'll wait for you tomorrow." I answered.

"Zierra let's go." call me Xydex.

I handed him the key of my car and they decided to leave their own car at Kaizen's house.

The three of us, Xydex and Zhayshin, got in the car and despite the trip, I did not realize that I had fallen asleep.