The Repression (Novel)

The painful thing a person would experience maybe from humiliating and being not accepted. Maybe because you've done something that not good in the eyes of the people, or they're not satisfied of what you've done. Pain is part of life but living in the pain makes you insane. Not knowing how to move forward for the future or thinking that maybe I just stuck here. But for me, the most painful thing is being fall to the mid of abyss. So deep that I lost count of feet to measure. I'm drowning and the pain stab my heart multiple times. Drowning from the pain because of the man who manage to break my heart that leading me to force myself to forget him. Repressing myself to love him again, that even his name I can't remember.