The realisation

It was my last breathing day, in other words on

that day i have died. It was a natural death. Not happened by an accident or a committed suicide. By that time i had already live a sufficient span of life with usual up and downs. My soul has starts its journey from the body without knowing the destination. While going , for curiosity it looks back the place from where it starts its journey. Some people are crying there. It is quite natural, because

they had a psychological attachment with my

physical body so for, and more over ignorance about the reality of the life and death of human beings, which is not reachable for their knowledge. There is a silence noise also hearing In between that crying sound. It seems all are wanted to say something, but the words are not come out of the mouth or they are unable to deliver the dialogue or right now they don't know what to talk. On the other side few fellows are busy in the cremation of my body which is so far wandering around and now turned in to a still object as lost it's own movement. The body is burning in the fire. But I am not experiencing the sense of heat, which means till now the physical body was an abode for me. Now I vacated as came out and be separate from it. In other words i was the source of the power for that physical structure. So there is no feeling of the fire for me. It seems there was no physical connection between me and the body even while i am living !

After this new realisation the soul is immersed in an another direction of thinking. It's thinking starts

to unfold one by one. It felt very much surprise, where that feeling is covering up by deep disappointment . So far had I struggle for this non permanent physical body and fighting for the sake of the temporary life ? I said lies many times, only for living of this small life and did deceit for many people. I had not hesitate to do corruption to earn wealth in my profession. From my this attitudes l made many fellows tearful who were all not strong enough to face me. But all these were not seen me as my mistakes and sins or atleast i had not repentance . I had consider all these were inevitable only, to lead my life. ln those busy schedules i have forgotten that l have an end in my life in the form of death. The matter that there is an expiry date for my life will never come to my consideration.What a foolish fellow i was! What a selfish thought i had! A smile appear on the soul's face which has the shade of failureness feeling.

Absolutely there was no necessity for much care for the physical body which I gave throughout my life. For the fullfilment of the desires of the body which was a perishable object, I the soul an ever permanent state became filthy . I only neglected myself without giving proper priority . what can I do!, there was no other go as I was after all one of the human being with bundles of assumptions and imaginations. It was a materialistic life with full of expectations like an innocent child. As soon as my eyes are see a new thing my mind was attracted for that and wanted to make it it's own. Now it is looking like a mean mentality . I did colouring to all my imaginations and felt excitement as those are the truth only. I was happy when the good things are come in my favour and felt sorrow in the against situations. Actually at both the situations i had lost nothing and as well as gain too. While coming on this earth i was an empty hand and mind. Everything was here only and now also they are there only. I just used those things for my existence of life.

Still i have well remember about my mental state of that other day. The day when my own house construction works are finished. At that moment i felt a huge amount of happiness and satisfaction. I had only consider that day was a valuable day in my life. l felt that, i did an unique achievement which is not possible by fellow others. On the house warming day some of my relatives and friends appreciated me a lot. Then there was no border for my jollity and pride. But, now i am realizing that, it was an artificial and temporary feeling. Now i am seeing the truth that house was just an assembling of the apathetic things. It was only a nest for the careness and dwelling of my non permanent physical body and not a big achievement than that. Even the birds which are not able to talk are also designed and weaving their own nests beautifully. But they don't want to do propaganda. We human beings are eagerly want to show even our little works also to the society. In these matters our behavior is at lower level than them.

The real fact is, we are all gathering here on the earth unwantedly and unknowingly. Actually, in the reality all the things and the people around us, are unknown only for each of us. For the sake of life we are acting as well-known fellows. It's need is very much there. It is a necessary part for the living life. All are comes on the earth like me only, and as well as living here until some period of time and in an unknown day they have to left and disappear from the planet like me. Actually there is no need for special consideration, attachment and over expectations about the life and all the events which are we face in our living period. Those are just a reason to spent the span of life until it ends in the death. Nothing is more than this. Life is perishable. It is like a bubble on the water and, at any point of time it will be broken and disappear.

Each and every living beings, as well as non living things and the ongoing events on the planet are under control of an invisible energy. Otherwise there is no chance for the things what are all there in and arond the world. The existence of the nature, sun, moon, stars, gravity etcetera are the direct witness for that energy. Food, water, air are must be the products of that energy only, which are not possible to be created by the human beings or other visible beings.The flow of thoughts of the soul are move towards the other path which can be called as spiritual. The realization about the life , death and the universe which is now seen to the soul, is made it to think so.

The soul has stopped it's series of thinking as it came out from that perceive world and continued it's journey with the decision that, not to look back once again towards the earth. It was not just a decision but a determination.