Queendom

Prologue:

I guess this was our story, accidental love, accidental destiny, accidental faith. I won't regret loving her, not for a second. My heart became bigger than my body I assume. Everything in me is screaming her name saying that I don't want to leave. I want a life with her, a family, a home. Everything that disgusted me, everything I resented, honestly because I felt I never deserved it in the first place. All that I wish to live for now, but I am running out of time. I never hated death so much, take me if you want to just me, don't kill her love as well. I thought I was selfish my whole life but never understood real selfishness in love. This girl with messy hair, crying next to me makes me the most selfish person in the world. I hate her so much… Why did she have to love me like this? I don't deserve it, she knows it. Nonetheless, she'll do whatever her stubborn heart tells her. If I die here will she ever leave? I can't come back, someone take her from here, someone covers her eyes, she can't see me dying. It's too much, please someone save her. She's stubborn and she'll stay here forever… She's hopeless. I hate her… Get her out of here, tell her a lie, tell her that I am sorry! Before my heart gives up, I want this foolish girl to leave! Don't do this to her I beg you, save me to save her…