1 Chapter 1

I woke up to the sound of someone banging on my room door. I turned facing the wall and put a pillow on my ears. "No, go away!" I yelled while looking at the wall in-front of me. They started banging on my door harder. Who the fuck is it. I jumped up walked to my room door and opened it.

"Why are you still asleep it's 3:54 pm?" Kayla asked before she walked into my room and sat on my bed with a bag in her hand. "Well I didn't have anything else to do!" I told her. Is it a crime to stay in my damn room?

"We're gonna go out today" Kayla say and puts the bag on my desk next to my laptop. Just be nice today. "It depends what where are we going?" I said.

I hope she doesn't say that we're going to that nasty, trashy food place she likes. "Michael's glow in the dark beach party!" Kayla says then spins around in-front of my mirror. Oh Hell naw. She didn't just wake me up just to drag me to a dumbass party.

"No" I back flopped on my bed regretting that I even opened my door for her.

"I am still sore from Boxing with Michael all night and didn't get home until 3:47am" I told her.

"Y'all been doing this for 3 years now" she told me. Ok ?

"Do you know that your Mom is here?" She changed the subject, knowing how I was gonna react. I dashed out of my room and down stairs. "Okay, Okay" I tried to calm myself down before I let her get the best of me.

"Hey , My favorited daughter!" She look at me with a fake grin on her face. "I am your only daughter" I walked over to the other side of the table. I seen some paperwork on the table that says Approved."What are y'all talking about ?" I glared at her.

I hated that woman with every bone in my body. She treated me like I was a slave when she was living with me and my dad. But my dad kick her out after he seen her beating me bloody. No matter how aggressive, angry, and vicious I get I still can't bring myself to hurt her.

"Nothin important" she responded to the question I asked my dad. My dad sat there in silence. "I was asking my Dad" I said harshly. I got annoyed and walked back up stairs to my room. I closed my door behind me.

"When does the party start?" I gave her a half smile. Before I walked to my closet to get ready. "I don't know but we can go in 15 minutes cause Riley is coming to take us there" Kayla says while she playing in her hair. I grabbed my clothes. "I'll Ride there on my motorcycle cause we both know Riley and I ..."I told her

"Yea, I know about the tension between y'all. But just try to be nice" Kayla asked me

"I ain't gonna try nothing if the bitch don't like me then.." I said. So what if she doesn't like me because of me and her boyfriend are close and box together.

I walked to the bathroom. I got into shower brushed my teeth and cleaned my face. Then put on my clothes. I had on a white shirt with black shorts . I walked back to my room Kayla left her bag. I opened it it was a note that said "Put it on its glow dust" What the hell is glow dust? I put a little on just to be nice. Then headed out the door to the garage got on my motorcycle and rode off.

It feels amazing having the wind blowing through my hair. Cause I don't wear helmets. It didn't take long to get there. I seen everyone just in getting there. I drove down to the parking lot. Everyone yelling and clapping as I pulled up to a parking with music on loud the song was called ''Summertime Sadness'' .

As I got off my motorcycle Michael walked over gave me a hug. He's Riley's boyfriend.

"Ok Everyone the first drink of the night goes to Kristen!" Michael shouted as he handed me a cup everybody's eyes darts to me. I raised the cup up then began drinking the whole cup. "Done!" I shoutout the music began I seen girls in Bikinis and guy showing off their six packs. People started to light sparks. I walked away from the huge crowd and sat on a rock because those sparks are the reason I have one less friend but it was a while ago so I'm over it. I watched the waves crash on the shoreline.

I seen Michael walking over to me. "You alright?" Michael sat next to me.

"Yea we are gonna have one hell of a hangover"I said. We laughed.

"Wanna go for a swim?" He asked

"Yea it's a little hot" I said

He pulled me off of the rock to the water. We took off our shoes and he took off his shirt. We walked into the water we're knee deep in the water. We played around in the water

"Your different? Your nicer , calmed and a few other things" He tells me. Breaking the silence.

"I am tryna be more Calm. It's not gonna last. You of all people should know. Your just like me" I said calmly.

"Yea, I am. But your tryna change or Kayla is changing you. Why do you hang with her?" He says while laughing

"You know why" I said

"Oh yeah. You Pity her, because of what you did to her. Did you ever say sorry" He said. I rolled my eyes and splash him with the water.

"How you feel?" I asked

"I have been feeling sore from Boxing with you" He said

"Yea me too. But it's better than doing..." I said stopping at that.

We walked out of the water. We put our shoes on.

"No it's not. I love the feeling insanity. I know you do too " He says.

"I do miss that feeling of insanity. But one thing that we know for sure is that if we lose control we can't stop it and we will go off the deep end."I said. We began running through the sand to the huge crowd. Started dancing with each other. I started to look around for Riley and Kayla. "Michael" I said trying to speak over the music.

"I can't hear you?" Michael yelled. I pulled him away from the neck so I can tell him in his ear. My hair covered the side of my head.

"Have you seen Riley an-" I was cut off because I felt cold liquid poured on me. My eyes was burning I wiped my eyes with my shirt. Riley pushed me away from Michael. "I knew you were cheating on me with her!" Riley yelled.

And People started to recording us. Michael and Kayla was in middle of all of it blocking me because they know how I get. I felt my anger running through my veins. I pushed Michael I don't know how hard did I pushed him and he fell back hard. "Bitch what fuck did you just say we did" I yelled back to her.

She walked up to me then pushed me against someone behind me. "Your a fuckin lier I seen y'all!" Riley yelled she started to cry as her face turns red.

"We didn't kiss Riley! She was just trying to tell me something in my ear!" Michael shouts then goes in to hug her.