10 My thoughts.

We talk and talk but I can't stop thinking about Liam and Dylan.

Maybe to make up my mind I'll do a pros and cons list?

Dylan's Pros:

-He's sweet

-He's kind

-He loves me

-Our nicknames

-He's cute

-He protects me

-He cares

-He's fun

-He's Hilarious

-he gets me

-He loves the world and wants to make it a better place

-He's overall amazing

Liam's pros:

-He's a warlock

-He's protective

-He is caring

-He loves me

-He's funny

-He's Fun

-Our dance

-He's handsome

-He knows what he's worth

-He loves the world and wants to make it a better placee's

-He's overall amazing

Dylan's Con's:

-He's my best friend so if we break up or get into a fight I could lose him forever

-He doesn't always think highly of himself which annoys the sh*t out of me

-I love him too much.

Liam's Cons:

-I don't know if he loves me still and if he is still the same.

-Warlock drama with the supernatural sh*t.

God this sucks!!! UGH EVEN A PROS AND CONS LIST DOESN'T HELP!!! Me, Ella Melody Anderson can't even make up her mind about a guy!! UGH. I look at Dylan and see him laugh. It's so cute. I smile at him and he looks at me with a smile. Dylan pets me some more and I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have this guy as my best friend. But I also love him....Which it kinda feels wrong.....

I feel hurt. Like what if I hurt him? What if I hurt Liam? What if I don't like him? What if I like him because he likes me? What if I love him? A million questions running through my head. I don't even know when I will get the answers.

"Ella." Tre snaps me out of my zone.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"Can we talk." He asks.