3 А reflection

(Note: I want to say that even though my character is a killer, he does not kill children but only adults, and to some he is very cold and can insult whoever makes him uncomfortable. )

When we got back I decided to go up to my room Akiko wanted to cheer me up, but she knew it was better not to, we could just be alone, and those boys 1 and 2 didn't say anything they were definitely scared, and I still think it Akiko even though she looks nice, but it's probably not true

Once I got up to my room well it's not like it's my room it has 4 beds one of them is mine just these kids go for a walk until they get tired and matron drags them back to their room

I decided first to take a towel and bathe, but I realized that it is already busy.

(skipping the time when the bathtub is vacated)

*cough*

Finally, at first I knocked that he hurried up and it was no use I wanted to kill him but he was a child I only kill adults or those who already reached 18 years old

And at this point I realized that Midori is only 15 years old and I have to kill him, but this will be my first kill of someone under 18 years old. God, it gets a lot worse.

I went into the bathroom and closed the door and decided to undress and as soon as I took off all my clothes I was surprised, yes I was shocked

Ken: WHAT THE HELL?!?

Roommate: What happened? If you think there's no soap, it's not my fault.

Ken: Go to hell.

Roommate: Okay, it's not my fault there wasn't enough soap.

He left.

And why was I yelling like that? Because I have a hole in my chest.

If that's true, does it mean I have Espadr's powers or am I becoming an Arrancar?!

But it makes no sense how can I become an Arrancar because I have no power and no spiritual pressure or I do, but I do not understand its meaning like today with the boys because as soon as I yelled maybe they could not withstand the spiritual pressure and one fainted and the others were terrified.

It's strange, it's very strange.

I can't wield the powers of an arrancar and shinigami it's impossible for that also need a piece of hogyoku but still and there is an exception. I don't have hogyoku and I haven't trained for it.

So it's because I chose the espad powers and that for their, access power I need an arrankar body so it's more logical.... Or is there a possibility that this is just a hole and gives me nothing.... It's kind of sad.

So okay, I will think that it's just a hole and that's all, and do not show anyone though they may think it a quirk, but still most likely will experiment and later find out that I have regeneration and will already be experiments. Although I do not know whether my regeneration works.

I looked around the bathroom and realized that there is not such a sharp and understandable, after all, children and everywhere toys here.

Over time, I'll figure it out probably I should also study at school, and then go to the UA. But it is a question of whether to let me as I have no whims, still need to kill someone and pick up the whims, preferably a weak villain, though the hero can, or an ordinary citizen, although what the usual he has a quirk, and it already changes everything. Although I have a chance that I'm a late bloomer and maybe some will think it's true, but there are only 2 ways.

1 is to run away from the orphanage someone kill him take his appearance go away tell everyone I left something like that and break the phone and stuff and since I killed him and he has a quirk I can take that quirk away and after a while everyone will forget well slightly and later show everyone that I have a quirk and then maybe believe me

2 is to train my body and in the hope to understand how to use spiritual energy and right after that probably show sonido or sero or maybe ierro

(Sonido is fast movement and the ability to stand in the air.

Sero is a powerful beam based on spiritual energy the more, the more powerful

Hierro is steel armor)

I need to train anyway.

Now I need to think about the future I need to pass the tests and end up in UA and get into 1-A class so will make things a lot easier and now about killing

Killing everyone for one will be very difficult and one for all will not be easy Midoriya can make noise but if I do it before he takes the power of the Almighty will give strength to another and that will not be nice

So in the end I have to be faster than almighty stronger all for one and smarter than Midoriya and if I leave him last he will tell my weakness and in the end I also have to survive 2 months after all these kills but that also means I have to kill everyone because they will try to kill me or as usually the hero do catch and throw the best prison and eventually you can escape although it takes a long time

So I can't do it alone, I need very strong people and I need power and a lot of money, but if I'm in a shelter I can't act openly, and it would be hard with foster parents, so I have to run away, but is it worth it?

Shit, I don't know.

Fuck, I didn't use the bathtub. I gotta do it quick and go to bed.