1 Love Only Happens Once♥️ Starting of my life

Every One says that We find your true love After your first love fails. But in my sense that's not true. Because In my life , I attracted to too many mens, And I answer 'Yes' to their proposes. But the fact is that I fall in love only once in my 20 year life..

My life it sucks every time. From i was in the age of 4. I was followed by a group of ducks and falled into a dig that coverd by shame plants. That was the 1st memory of my Childhood.. Iam the type of a person who recognize all the simple things in my life.

The most important person? Yah The most important person in my childhood is the grandpa's brother daughter Eve . When I was 5 she is 14 year old. I don't have any single moment with my mother in the childhood. Because every time, I was with eve.. And also eve has a little brother named Mannie .My uncle He is also a funny guy.. Both will tell so many stories. Eve says the story about the king ,queen and fairy tales. On the other hand mannie He always scares the shit out of me.. But the truth is that I always love Eve stories.. Because I love fairytales, The love between the king and Queen, most of the stories the king fall in love with the queen in their first meet. May be that's why I believe in love at first sight..

But everything changed suddenly. Eve married to a guy when I was 9.. It breaks my heart, Because she is my everything since my childhood, and iam not ready to live my life with my parents. But In some point of your life You will compulse to choose the life that you hate most.. So I accepted the fact that she is no longer with me, but the most heartbreaking news is that she is going to Dubai with her hubby. This time I lost my control very badly. Because I knew that if she left this time,Iam not going to see her in my nearest future.. But I should accept that, Because everyone need a love life, a Family.

When I was in Upperclass , I attracted to many boys, and said yes to three boys.. But I didn't write any letter or any other messages to these one. Because I know that This is not love, Because this Doesn't happen at a single look.. so I Waited for the best one

Ahh At last Higher studies. Oh my god Iam mature now. Wait! What.. Mature seriously ? You are only a 13 year old girl, Who does not know what is good and what is bad. But seriously so excitement to see the New school . Iam an 8th class student now..vohoo feeling proud.. From the childhood I meet so many friends but my best friend is always Ana. She is my best friend since iam 5.. Iam so happy that I Got the best school, and the best friend. So many boys, And some of them are proposing me, Wait Iam not interested..

13 year old girl Starting her new facebook account.. it's a proud moment for me , because iam mature (This thinking leads to too many problems).. I add so many friends in facebook and also started to chat with them . It seems so nice , But it doesn't.. Gossips are began to cook from different parts. Some of them said that iam bad because I use facebook and chat with many peoples. Wait ! What? This is my personal likes, who are you to judge me?? Yah it's my fault to start a fb Id when I was 13. But it doesn't mean that iam a bad girl right??

Days goes , Exactly june 28 school auditorium, Wait am I writing a dairy or a novel ? haa who cares, I just only want to tell my story and I don't have any writing experience, I just want to share my feelings with everyone That's all...

Yah june 28, Iam sick, I can't even move my feet because of high fever. But that day There is a program in my school and it's very important.. But I can't even move. 'Oh noo there she comes' Ana.

Hey, Ana what do you want, what are you doing here at my home? Ho archie (Me) Don't you remember about the program , Ana exclaimed.. Ho Ana i can't come, don't you see my situation.. But she is never going to hear any of my words, Seriously Ana you are a bitch

Thank God I approached at school . The program is going to start and I entered into the auditorium.. There are two equal sides for boys and girls.. I sit on the middle part of the auditorium .. The program sucks , Oh my god iam going to die..

Suddenly I Spotted some one, A black Guy, who has a sandal mark in the forehead ( it's a hindu tradition, After we came from the temple we made a mark from sandal at forehead) . Love is in the Air💕 Yah first time Iam fall in love. Still i remember those days, after 7 years it's still in my eyes, head, all over the body.

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