Blade was silently sitting on his bed hearing the sound of water from inside his bathroom. He still can not believe what has just happened downstairs.
The amount of pain he felt every time he thought of the idea that he and Ian were not meant to be together. Every tear that fell down from his eyes every time he thought that he will never be able to tell Ian about how much he loved him. The number of nights that he did not sleep because of the nightmares that he used to have about Ian rejecting his feelings and finding him weird because of them.
Ian the person whom he has been in love with for twelve years and also the one that he was more than sure that he will never be able to have him as his lover tuned out to be his fated mate. Ian turned out the person who was made for him. The person whom everybody told him that he will never have or even get the opportunity to love freely.