1 Chapter One (Xaviors Perspective)

It was January 7, 2019.

Every day during science, I usually fall asleep but today was different, I felt different and she was there. I tried really hard but couldn't help but stare at her brunet hair with the ends bleached blond her greenish-blue eyes, and just her. She was perfect, my girlfriend. I tried not to noticeably stare but she's so, pretty and I love her so much. But things have been weird between us lately and I couldn't bear the thought of me losing her but little did I know I wouldn't have her for much longer.

In all of my next classes, I sat through what seemed to be perpetual lectures and thought of nothing but her. I sat in trepidation thinking I might lose her, my heart felt like rubble thrown in a black abyss just to be broken down even more by bullies. At this point life sucked and depression was hitting hard but she got me through it, even if she never spoke a word to me that day the thought of her got me through.

All I wanted to do was with her but it turns out she'd rather be with my best friend it all hurt so much and still does. I wish she could see me the way I see her.

The next day I realized she seemed really down, and she wouldn't tell me why. We only saw each other once that day and that was when I asked if she was ok.

That night after school she wouldn't respond to my texts. It had me worried I felt abandoned but I didn't say anything to her because I kept telling myself she just fell asleep.