4 Family hurts

It's nothing more sad than hearing your little brother talk about you. Have you ever wondered why people get mad, or simply put why they get mad at you. Knowing your parents don't understand you they still try but end up hurting you more... I wish I could die a painful death so I can feel alive... I never liked living when I look back at my past I see all my pain and suffering. Yes, I do have good memories but those are locked in a box covered in my fear and anger... I hate the fact that I'm alive and that my parents don't understand. Why do I constantly live as if I am happy there's no need to be happy I a world that is surrounded by hate....