1 Prologue

I have been wandering in this space for so long, I know that I died, that damnable disease.

Why does it have to choose me of all people? I was suffering alone in that small space in Myeongdong, why did it have to choose me?I was not done yet, I did not achieve my dreams yet.

I am a failure of a human being, I cannot even do the things that I wanted to do, right. I know that I was not a Korean, but still.....I wanted to achieve what the other foreign idols can.

Why am I so useless?

Why am I so worthless and incompetent.....GOD! Why? You know that I fought!

I, Trey, fought! Why did my battle to stardom became so pointless...

I HATE MYSELF! I HATE YOU!