13 The Apology

The warmth of sunlight burning on my skin wakes me up. The sun's rays shine brightly through my room. Groaning, I need to close these curtains before I go to bed. I can't take the annoyance of the sun having to disturb me from my perfect peaceful slumber anymore.

Pulling my covers off me to the floor, I stand up to stretch and drag my feet to the bathroom. Taking a shower and brushing my teeth. Hopping out of the shower I change into an oversized black t-shirt and some white shorts.

I hope I don't collide with Jason this morning and am not ready to hear those useless apologies from him. Hesitantly opening the door to get ready to face that scumbag. I walk out and see Jason sitting on the sofa with a box of cereals.

"Hey," he says.

"Hey," I half-smile and walk over to the kitchen.

I hear movements from behind me.

Great, now he's coming in my direction….

Walking to the fridge for milk, I grab a box of cacao pops. " I'm sorry about last night" he looks down at his box of cereals.

There we go again, I knew this was going to happen.

He continues " I hope, I didn't give you a hard time," He says while eating a mouthful of cereal.

Taking a deep breath and turning to face him "Why did you do it?" I ask.

He shrugs…

I knew he wouldn't say anything?.

"Listen if you are going to come back home drunk, then I don't know what to do anymore," I say.

"Listen," he says.

"No, you listen to me Jason, if you are going to come back here drunk then please bring one of your shoes to take care of you" I sigh.

"I'm sorry, okay," he says.

" I'm a dick and I'm sorry okay" he takes another bite.

"Fuck sake Jason, just tell me," I say through gritted teeth.

"Look I was just so stressed, so I had to get some things out of my head" He admits.

I storm out of the kitchen and stomp into the living room and turn on the tv to my favourite show Stranger Things.

"Annoying cunt" I roar to myself.

"Is that because I came back home drunk again?" he chuckles as he sits down beside me, placing a glass of milk on the table.

If he's trying to apologise to me in this way then I can't buy his apology.

"So you are ignoring me now huh?" he sighs.

I force myself to take a sip from my glass and set it back on the table after gulping it in.

"Look Jason, I don't have a problem with you coming back here drunk" I continue " at least come back with Kate so she can take care of you," I say.

He raises his brow in confusion.

"Sorry, I forgot that you are cheating on her" I roll my eyes.

"Listen," he says.

"No, don't I don't want to hear anything," I say standing up from the couch.

He nods his head slowly.

" Marie," he says standing up.

"What!?" I ask.

"I-I Uhm," he adjusts himself, tugging at his shorts.

There he goes being weird again.

"I-I " he coughs looking up and down my body with his eyes, not meeting mine.

" I'll be going out today, " I say.

"Where are you going," He says in a husky voice.

"I'm going out with a friend," I say.

"And where did you meet this friend?" he asks, raising a brow.

" It doesn't matter where I met him, Jason," I say walking out of the kitchen.

"Wait, what!?" he continues.

" It's him!?" he asks in a loud voice.

"And do you have a problem with that?" I ask.

"Of course, yes " he suddenly changes his words.

"I-I mean of course not " he scoffs.

"Huh!?" Is all that I've got.

He looks deeply into my eyes from a distance.

"You know what, you can do whatever you want," he says weirdly.

Why is he behaving this way?.

I shrug off the thought

"I'm going to get myself ready" I barge past his shoulder.

He quickly grabs my arm pinning me against the wall, I yelp at his sudden movement, and My breath hitches with my mouth suddenly getting dry. I watch as his eyes dart to my lips as I lick them and swallow hard.

"You are not going anywhere," he says, still eyeing my lips, I try to wiggle out from our hold, he grabs my neck and pulls it up to him only leaving a few inches for our lips to collide.

He crashes his lips against mine and my heart starts racing. I could hear it pounding like a drum in my ear.

"Marie" he stops.

"Hmm?" I can't compose my sentences.

He takes a strand of my black hair and puts it back behind my ear." I shouldn't be doing this, you should stop me" he says while cupping my face in his hand with his face lowered to mine and his eyes looking at my lips.

I can't stop even if I wanted to, I am never going to stop him in this situation.

"Fuck, Marie" he mumbles.

He closes the gap between us again, as his lips touch mine, this time it is light and sweet, he moulds his lips with mine with his other hand on my side just under my breast.

"Let me in Marie," he says with a voice so intoxicating.

I sigh as I let his tongue dance on my lips.

He tries his hand from my breast to my neck and holds me closer to him possessively but fragile.

Making sounds that I never knew I could make.

Shit, I'm moaning, oh goodness why is he such a good kisser?.

He seemed to be pleased with my moans as he chants my name over and over again in between his soft wet kisses.

Finally ending our kiss we are both breathing heavily " I can't do this" he says.

Staying silent….

He stares into my eyes, his eyes not moving from mine. I. In his eyes, I see pure lust and dearness at the same time.

"Tell me I should," he says in a low sexy voice that sends shivers through my body.

He lets go of me as he starts pacing around, running his hands through his messy hair.

The more he runs his hand through his hair the sexier he becomes, and the more attractive he becomes.

"Jason" I finally speak.

He quickly turns to face me and walks gingerly toward me, pushing me against the flat wall, he cups both his hands on my cheeks with his lips crushing through mine.

He groans and I moan his name. This time I felt butterflies in my stomach.

I move my hands against his chest.

That's when my mind decides to ruin the moment by bringing back flashbacks of Kate and those fake orgasms he had with whoever he fucked.

" I can't do this," I say pushing him away from me.

He stays silent...

Breaking the silence " Take that as a way of saying I'm sorry" he says.

What the hell does this idiot think he is, What kind of Apology was this?