2 Dawn

My life hasn't always been , this gun shot , work , bar, home . I once had a life full of happy people in it , but now am just leaving a lifeless life ,

Atleast thats what my psychologist thinks, she just sits and listens but i've not been talking much , i just dont know what to tell and what not to , I'ld just enjoy whatching her struggle between her professionalism and trying to avoid taking in my every inch .

I've been thinking about changing a psychologist but what good will it do , i still got my walls high up for anyone to cross .

Only Kir knows what i went through , we've always been together for as far i can recall , And he knows better not to talk about it , He's always there pushing me away from my booth to see whats really happening out there .

But am acting like a girl playing hard to get .

A drink at the bar and a nice girl to kill the day always works well for me .

" hello handsome " says the porcelain girl again , why do i even think she is porcelain ****** she just looks delicate , well thats probably the first impression of her that i grasped . " hey you in there", she waved her hand over my face , was i just daze staring at her , " hi"

" a drink for you " she slid the whiskey tumbler to wards me , whats wrong with this chick buying drinks for random guys is she trying to lure me. I would definetly not reject a girls drink .she could be my tonight score but she's abit straight forward.

I took the tumbler which was filled quater left to the rim.

She pulled a stool and sat next to me , i thought she was passing drinks down the counter , looks like she just got her destination.

She moved too close radiating an intiguing fragance , she spoke something of which i couldn't hear ,

I just stared at hear hopping it wasn't a glare to scare my road gig away , she move close "What do they call you" . She spoke through the loud music , thats a rude way to ask for ones name, "Adam" i replied glancing at her through my tumber's rim before taking a sip .

"What?" ,

She suddenly cocked her head to me, giving me a view of her cleavege and uplifted chest, shinny enhanced by the luminating blue lights tempting to squeeze, God! Whats wrong with me .

" Adam" i replied she pulled back " Am eve " she chuckled seeing me gazing at her " They call me Lia "

" so what's Adam doing in a club alone "

" hunting ",

" okay tiger, what you hunting ",

"You, indeed" i smirked hopping to totally ensnare her.

She then wore this serious face, God!, there goes my package .

I was stupefied when she suddenly caressed the scar on my left brow to my temple.

" it tells a story" .

She sounded so serious one would think she wasn't drunk, Our gaze met, i didn't avert my eyes so did she , she stare back at me , I noticed she had gray eyes, i couldnt tell if its pearl gray or misty ,it's dim in here. But i could clearly fathom the despair in them .

" so do you go around buying random guys drinks "

I asked my gaze still interlocking with hers , she withdrew her hand from caressing , i wanted to put her tips right back on my face .

"Am just loosening my pressure points"

Her eyes flutter, what the hell she's holding back tears . She looked down .

"And my friend Jeen thinks am getting rusty "

She looked at me and smiled.

"Ooh God!"she exclaimed " i just wanna have fun"

For a second there i almost thought i'ld be baby sitting some emotional broken bitch , but she said she wants to have fun.

I better get started it won't be night for ever .

" are you always this honest when drunk ?" .

"Honest!"she spurted.

Damn she spit on my face. All this for you buddie !

She drank a mouthful sip of her whiskey .

"Am just tired of everyone treating me like i ceased someones life " . Did you kill someone i almost spoke out loud but her gloomy sad face read not guilty . I know to tell bad from good , i was in the army after all , we killed the bad guys , and not in the slightest has it ever bothered me .

"Did i just say that out loud " she looked at me with eyes wide open , i stared back .

The more faces she makes , the more am eager to know what face she'ld make when i pin her down , thrusting senselessly into her.

####this is my first time writting, i hope despite my grammar errors ya'll enjoy the story####