24 My Past Kageyama

Warning: This chapter has heavy topics and maybe difficult for some readers parental Guidance is recommended.

My past self, I look at him. Speechless. He has come so far but he is like a different person. He didn't lose Hinata. I saved him but what does that mean for him. There is still things that might happen if he doesn't go back in time for his past self. I have to make sure does. He has to want it himself. I see him tense up. He uses his anger and shoots for the starts. I can't understand him. I think it is my fault for everything, ever since I changed the past. I needed to save him. I know it is selfish, but isn't that me. I am selfish. I care about Hinata so much that I am willing to die to save him. Someone from the corner of the eye looks at me. "Kageyama?!" He says with confusion. Crap! I got caught. I have to leave before anyone sees Kageyama in the court too. I run out so fast, and into the bathroom. Wait a minute, is that Daichi. Why isn't he in the game? Don't tell me he followed me here. "Hey, Daichi." I say smiling. "Why aren't you in the game?" I don't know what to do. "You caught me." I say flustered. "I am so mad at you Kageyama. Do you know how bad it would be if someone caught you here. I saw the portal, I followed you here from the court. You need to be careful. You have nothing here anymore." Daichi says frustrated. I feel so bad now. I start to tear up, I just wanted to help my past self. "Daichi, I am sorry but I am not going to let them lose. It might be cheating, but I have too." I run out, I am here for a reason. Sometimes I feel like a urge to help. It might sound crazy but It is there. "You are really sure about this?" Daichi found me and he nodded. "I am still myself and even if I am not from this year it doesn't mean I can't help our team out." I say with passion. I stop myself. What am I thinking, I have to believe that he got this. It is difficult, He feels like my brother. I want him to do well. I say with concern, "Daichi, I shouldn't do this." I run into his arms for a hug. I don't know what I doing. My wings start to show up again. "Kageyama, you need to understand. I had faith that you would do great things. Sometimes you have to believe that your own self can do it. If I have faith in you. You have to have faith in him. You are no different. He hasn't learned to spread his wings like you have and that is okay." He says calm. "I am so confused Daichi. I haven't dealt with this before and I am scared." I say tearing up. "Kageyama, I am not your Daichi but that is okay." I look at him surprised. "I have faith that no matter what time you are from, you are still my Kageyama." The wind blows past me. My past Kageyama fly!