3 I had no will 2

This was it, he wanted what he should have customarily paid for. I could not stop him so I relented to the pain..... It was more than physical pain, it was Emotional torture.

As he had his way with me, I felt a cold chill. I was past the stage of dissapointment. I could not feel any desire towards this creature. My heart had brocken and only an empty shell remained.

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I was not a beauty but atleast a few heads turned my way once in a while. I had not had a stable relationship for a while. I could not stand man who cheated or those who could not appreciate me as I was. Kkkk 'belly and ol' . During my high school I enjoyed blind texting and had flirted with Gabe on the phone. We lost touch for two years and only recently met when I started University in Bulawayo his hometown. Our reunion was unplanned and coincidential since he just happened to visit my cousin. Apparently he was my cousins close friend and drinking buddy. If it wasn't for his signature unique deep sexy voice we would not have met.

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Xas Xas!! I heard him shouting from the front door. Xas was bathing and had instructed me to answer the door as he was expecting visitors. This was an unwelcome intrusion as I had just started a new season of the series I had been binge watching. I slowly walked to the kitchen door and opened it. Behold a god was standing in front of me.