3 Two-faced person

After Khaled left the office, Mary ran after him and asks him, "Mr. Khaled, how did you sign the papers when you don't remember your signature". Then, she told him to Look at some paper were in her hand's

It was his signature on some paper before the accident and the one he just signed, Khaled finds the signature is identical, Khaled feels that the truth is inevitable and that he is Khaled and not Awad, as he thought, no one conspired to take his face. He is the one who signed, there is no room for deception

Khaled was sure that he was already mentally ill and needed help, so he decided to organize a visit to the psychiatrist

- in dim light. The doctor sits on the chair and holds a paper and pen. Khaled lies on the chair next to the doctor and seems calm.

The psychiatrist told Khaled "A long time ago the last session"

Khaled replied, "Yes"

The psychiatrist asked Khaled "Why did you take so long to come"

Khaled replays, "I thought I was fine, but I'm not"

The psychiatrist asked Khaled "Why haven't you accepted your truth until now"

Khaled said, "I feel the conflict between my heart and my mind. I remember Awad's life with frightening clarity with all the feelings associated with him, even if I experienced some of his memories and this is false if I was Khaled, how do I remember the feeling!! And my mind tells me how to speak all these languages ​​and get to know all my business. Can I manage that if am Awad? Sometimes, I feel like a spirit has possessed

me

psychiatrist laughs and asks him, "do you believe in that"

Khaled told him that he has no choice. And This is the logical explanation for everything that happens to him, there is another thing that bothers me, not remembering my life when I was young. Why do I not remember my childhood and remember his childhood instead

The psychiatrist said to him, "Your father told me that you became obsessed with Awad's life after his accused and that you searched for every little detail of his life."

Khaled told the psychiatrist that he doesn't remember all this, and that's making him more confused, and they told him, that his personality is sharp, and does not deal with emotions at all, why did Awad take from him all these spaces from his life?! And it affected him to the point of losing his memories

The psychiatrist asked him "If you are Awad, what do you feel about that?!"

Khaled told him that he feels bitterness and desire for revenge, but in his dreams, feels real love and intimacy, when he dreams of Awad's family, he never wants to wake up

The psychiatrist asked him, "May I ask you something"

Khaled replied, "Of course, you can"

The psychiatrist continued "Why didn't you travel and made sure of everything for yourself?!"

Khaled replied, "to be more honest with you, I am afraid, rather terrified, of what I can know. Does am I the one who was responsible for Awad's death, or am I the one who killed him? The feeling of guilt is killing me, and there are dreams I have from a while ago, that I am holding a gun and shooting someone, but I do not see his face. I feel like I was a monster before, so I wanted to get away, and atone for what I did."

The psychiatrist asked, "that means that you are feeling well- now!"

Khaled replies "No, defiantly no"

The psychiatrist told Khaled, that he should go to Awad's place and prove that he is Awad

Khaled answered in amazement "What? What are you talking about?!"

The psychiatrist justifies, "you are afraid to be Khaled, so, prove that you are Awad till you kill all of your doubts. Believe me, that's the only way to understand yourself"

Khaled took a deep breath and started to think about psychiatrist Words, but at the end of the session, he told him that he wouldn't do that now, but it was possible later, and that he would clear Awad's name first. And he considered that hard work would help him forget everything that had happened to him. Khaled sent his new assistant to Awad's residence to search for ways to prove his innocence

After more than three months of Khaled's uninterrupted work and sincerity, all of his companies grew up very quickly. Profits increased. Khaled takes good care of all of his employees He also took care of their families and put a small percentage of the company's profits for them, so the situation seems stable and that everything is fine, but inside Khaled, nothing has changed except his silence

Mary approached Mr. Khaled and told him that she had collected data for the neediest orphanages that had no sponsors. Khaled took the statement from her and then told her to prepare a big truck full of clothes and toys to Send it there

Mary asked him "why did you choose all these orphanages and that he takes care of an orphanage."

Khaled asked Mary, "if I was previously stubborn, as I was told, why did I become a sponsor of an orphanage?! Or did I do it for publicity?"

Mary was silent for a while, then told him that was the first reason for falling her in his love, was his relationship with the children in the orphanage.

Mary said to him, "I told you before that you look like a two-faced person, a very kind person and a very cruel one."

"I was attached to the affectionate character who cares for orphaned children, sitting with them for hours without feeling bored, even for a moment. I felt that the cruel character is nothing but a face that appears to those who deserve it."

Khaled, asked Mary "can I ask you something?"

Mary answered, "yes of course."

Khaled, "Why didn't you finish your talking Previously, and when I asked you about the reason, you evaded it"

Mary replied, "The truth, Mr. Khaled, your father told me to hide from you any past that might disturb you, so I didn't want to tell you about a bad memory that might affect your treatment."

Khaled "Don't worry, I'm fine now, and I won't tell my father that you told me anything."

Mary "This is not what worries me, what worries me is your mental state if I tell you."

Khaled "don't worry, just tell me what you have."

Mary "when you told me that you were mentally ill, and I then told you that you had two personalities, it was because....

Mary silenced, and Khaled told her to finish talking

She told him that he had told her that he was the reason for the death of his wife and children in a big fire accident, and that he would never forgive himself, and that he would not allow his heart to be entered by another woman but his wife.

"Oh my God, I don't remember anything"

"No one told me I had a family before. I didn't find pictures, or clothes, toys before. How could that happen?"

You married against your father's will. And you didn't come to him or even talk, that is why there are no things in your house. And your father changed the entire staff of the house, after the last incident so that no one would tell you anything. Unfortunately, Mr. Aziz did not tell me, where your old house is. But after your family accident death, he brought you with him because you were in a bad state, and when you came back to him, Mr. Aziz felt as if his soul was returned to him

Khaled asks Mary, "But did I tell you anything else about them? And why don't you know about this incident before? And you have known Mr. Aziz for a long time."

Mary told him that she was already known Mr. Aziz, but that she had only worked for him for five years, so the opportunity did not come to talk about his private life. Mr. Aziz always avoided talking about his family, even the only old picture that she had seen for Khaled with Mr. Aziz, she seen it by chance. And

She never wanted to be curious, so she always put a distance between him because she was somewhat afraid of him.

Khaled said, "so after all, I'm a bad man who can't even remember his family. I think I deserve merciless punishment"

Mary seemed very dissatisfied with Khaled's words, so she told him that she did not feel that at all. Even if he were the cause of the death of his family, He had paid a heavy price. His suffering continued to the end. And that she thinks that his wife and children would have you to continue your life without distress or sadness.

Khaled was silent for a moment, then told her that somehow, he still feels that he is Awad.

Mary told Khaled that perhaps that feeling because he was the reason for the death of another family

And that his mind removed the faces of his family and put the faces of Awad's family, and what he sees in his dreams are nothing, but his memories with his family, but with the faces of Awad's family so that he does not feel double guilt, after all, If Khaled felt that he was Awad, he would never feel guilty, but only feel revenge, so your mind preferred feeling revenge than feeling double guilt, the guilt of killing your family and the guilt of killing Awad's family.

Khaled was very relieved by Mary's words because he thought that its more convincing and told her that she should have studied psychiatry, instead of business management because she was going to be a great psychiatrist.

Mary smiled and told him that she had never bothered to think of anyone, but that it was a special case.

Khaled felt that the Talking path of the conversation had changed, so he wanted to change the subject.

Khaled told Mary to come with him to the orphanage, and spend some time because she will feel very comfortable helping the children

Mary smiled, seemed that she had understood what he meant by changing the subject,

Then she told him she would cancel some engagements, and come with him

After a few days, Khaled and Mary went to the orphanage and sat with the children in great happiness. It was also a surprise that Mr. Aziz had been there, and Khaled never knew that.

From afar, a lady appeared in her early thirties, apparently a teacher at the orphanage.

Khaled's attention was drawn to the way she deals with children, as she seems very familiar. He thinks that she looks a lot like his wife.

The teacher plays with the children the game of hide-and-seek, and the teacher disappears, the children appear to be sad about her disappearance, and some children start crying,

they called her, "Miss Sara, where are you?"

Mary seemed disappointed when she saw him looking at the school, especially when she heard her name.

When Khaled heard her name, his heartbeat accelerates without stopping, Khaled touches his chest till he calms down a little, but it is useless. It keeps beating and beating until he feels that his heart will jump out of his chest.

Khaled goes away, so he could make it calm.

He walks away from the place as much as he can, and then he feels that his heart is calm down a little.

Khaled talks to himself "How it can affect me just hearing her name?! There must be something else. Or is it possible that my wife's name is Sara, too? I must look into the matter."

At this moment, Khaled received a call from his assistant telling him, that He will soon receive the full case file of Awad, and he was able to break into Awad's house, to search to evidence inside, and that he found a laptop hidden in a place inside Awad's house, but he thinks that no one must have found it before, but when he opened it, he couldn't access it, he tried to put a lot of secret words, but it didn't work

Khaled responds to his assistant rapidly "Try 2/6/11/4/1."

Surprisingly, his assistant told him that the password was correct

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