4 The Highest Meaning Of Love

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Khaled didn't end the call and stood in astonishment. "How could I know the password", but what puzzled him the most was, even if he is Awad, as he feels, why don't he remembered this number? He doesn't remember having a laptop in the first place" The matter became more and more complicated. Mary approached him, as she was watching him from afar for a long time and asked him, "what happened", especially after the puzzled looks and surprise in his eyes. He told her about what happened and that he knew Awad's lap password. Mary was silent for a while, then asked him about the number, and he told her that it was 2/6/11/4/1.

Mary laughed a lot and told him it was the same number he was using before his last accident for his apartment. she told him that he used to go there from time to time and that he gave her the password when he wanted something from there.

Khaled asked her, "why do I own a private apartment?"

Mary told him that from time to time he liked to sit there by himself and that he might want some space for himself.

Khaled asked her, to drive him to this apartment so that he can make sure of it.

Khaled and Mary have already arrived at the apartment. And the door has already been opened, when Khaled entered the password that Mary told him about Khaled needed to rest a little from a lot of thinking, so he sat down for a while.

Mary approached him and told him that why he looks sad now?

Khaled said to her, "This did not lessen my confusion at all, but rather it increased it more"

Mary said to him, "Do you mean that what confusing you is that Awad's laptop has the same password as your apartment? She smiled at him then she told him, "From what I knew, Awad was already working for you, it is possible that he was your laptop and that you gave it to him"

Or maybe..., Then Mary suddenly silenced

Khaled asked her, "why did you remain silent, complete your speech?"

Mary told him it was nothing, and it was just illogical thinking.

But Khaled insisted on making her speak everything that was on her mind

Mary told him that Awad might have stolen his laptop, but it's a small possibility, and it just came to her mind

Khaled laughed and told her "Is this even possible? I cannot believe"

Mary got closer to him and asked him "why you are still stuck in the past. Why don't you forgive yourself and start a new life? Life has few days, live it in happiness. You have what anyone wants wealth, youth, and health. Just Go back to the drawing board."

Khaled tells her that he can't pull himself out, he tried more than once, but to no use

Mary approaches him to hug him from his back, but Khaled moves before she touches him

Mary is near and stands absent-minded

He seems to have opened his heart to her

"Do you know how I feel, whether am Awad or Khaled?"

"I feel disgusted with myself if my family died why should I live I had to kill myself. I'm nothing but a coward."

Mary asks Khaled, "Did you loved her that much?"

Khaled replied to her, "Do you know the feeling of hating to wake up and not see the face of the one you love? When you dream about that person, you never want to wake up, All of your days are the same, you feel like your soul is gone forever.

It seems that Khaled found it an opportunity to talk about the one he loves (When it comes to talking about the ones we love, the words come out without attention or stop, and this is what happened to Khaled)

He tells her that his wife's love is engraved in the walls of his heart and that he feels that her love was not like any love.

Mary told him, "I don't understand"

Khaled asked her, "Is love types or degrees?"

She answered him, "I think I understand the degrees of love, but its types, this is something I've never experienced before"

"So let me ask you a question, how do you love me?"

Mary replied, "I love you as a man." Is there anything else I don't know?"

Khaled Now told her, "I will tell you how I feel about my wife and what does she mean to me."

"She is my mother with her tenderness and affection"

"She is my sister for standing with me in times of adversity and her fear for me"

"She is my friend who I tell her about every detail of me"

"She is my daughter that I always wanted to protect"

"She is my love that I always want to see in front of my eyes"

"She is my unparalleled lover"

And when these qualities meet in a person, we reach the highest meaning of love, which is the love of the soul. In this level of love, the soul of the lovers becomes one. Each feels the pain of the other even if they are not together. In his sadness and joy in his pain. His soul is lost, if he was away and when he comes back, he feels that his soul returned to him.

"Do you think, Mary, that kind of love can forgotten?

Mary seems enchanted by Khaled's words, whenever she gathers words in her mind responding to him, but it disappears.

I knew that such love can never be erased

Mary approached and told him that his words increased her loved for him and that she doesn't want to get anything in return, just ignores her as he always did.

Khaled told her that he doesn't want to make her relate to him and that she must find someone he loves and deserves her.

She told him not to worry, and it would be a while until she found someone else to love.

Khaled laughed and asked her, "how is this?"

Mary told him that he was not her first love and that she had been in love with a man for more than ten years until she met him.

Khaled asked her, "Why did you leave him?"

she told him that he was an engaged man when she fell in love with him, so I waited for him to break the engagement, but that didn't happen.

Khaled smiled and asked her, "why do you torture yourself like, that you are beautiful and young, there are many who wishes to be with you?"

a loyal man is a rare thing these days

Mary smiled and said to him, "I know that getting close to you is difficult, but it is not impossible at all. I will try to the end or until I find another male like you.

Khaled said to himself "there is no use"

At the end of the conversation, Mary told Khaled that he should not mix things up, he had already had a similar conversation about his wife before the incident, so she knows very well that he is Khaled.

A few days later, Khaled received a phone call from his assistant, he sent the most important thing he found on the laptop, He told him that he had found a set of data, and analyzes, about a company called Al-Massry Electronics, but it was clear that the CFO had manipulated the papers. He also told him that it looks like evidencing incriminate one of them, but he hasn't come up with anything yet, and that he will look into the matter further.

Khaled asked him if there are pictures or something that indicates the owner of the lap.

He told him that it is Mr. Awad's laptop because he put his family picture on the desktop

Khaled remembered the doctor's words to him, and that he must go to check himself because in this case, he will go crazy.

Khaled took a deep breath and then told him to send him the picture

When his assistant sent the picture, Khaled couldn't help himself from being happy. He remembered the day it was taken. Khaled no longer felt curious to know anything, but rather looked at the picture for long periods.

He put it on the desk and kept looking at it for long periods, but the one who looked at him the most was Sara

Khaled is talking to himself; I must have gone crazy

Khaled's office was surrounded by transparent glass so that outsiders could see what was happening there unless the curtains were drawn. Some employees stood looking at Khaled while he was sitting in his office.

"Why does Mr. Khaled put another picture that is not his family on his desk?"

"Ha-ha-ha, I don't know"

"He looks at that picture every day for several minutes

maybe unknown past."

"It is possible that he loves that woman. He always looks at Women often he looks at the man."

"Was she his first love?"

"Ha-ha, and why didn't he just crop her picture, and look at her alone?"

"Maybe the man is his closest friend."

"Ha-ha, you see lots of Korean drama."

"But talking about that, I Have never seen a girlfriend for Mr. Khaled before"

"That's right"

"OMG, maybe he loves...." Mary comes and hears them

"You want to lose your jobs," Mary said

"Well- okay let's go"

And Mary stands to watch Khaled alone. Mary stood for a long time watching him from afar. Khaled seemed to be very tired, he even fell asleep

Mary went to his office and drew the curtains so that no one notices

After a few minutes' passes....

"You and our children are the most beautiful gift sent by God"

"You are the best man in this life I am very happy with you"

"Come let us put our wishes in a box, and bury it under that tree, and we come after twenty years to see where we got"

"Oh! when our hair becomes white"

"When our hair becomes white"

laughing....

"Come Join me"

laughing....

Sara

Khalid shouting her name, and wake up from a dream.

Why I feel that dream is true, I felt her touches there is no way that I was just a dream. OH! My head is falling part I just go crazy."

But what if what Mary said was true?! And that those memories are my memories with my wife. But why is her name Sara? Or is it possible that my wife has that name?

I have to ask my dad about it

But he will know that Mary told me

What should I do? I will tell him about the dream, and asks him if I was married before? In this case, he will not suspect anything.

But the surprise was when his father told him that he had never married before, and of course, he had no children.

Khaled was astonished who would believe his father or his dreams of Mary.

There is a reason for his father to lie, but there is no reason for Mary.

Is it possible that his father is lying to him because of the accident?

The matter is getting more complicated.

In the end, he came up with a great idea.

Khaled is talking to himself, "Oh my God, how did I not think of that before?

I will get a marriage certificate, but I must know which state I got married in so that I can get it.

Oh, I got an idea.

Khaled went to his father again

"Dad, If I had never been married, have I always lived and worked with you? Or have I had some rebellion?"

His father told him that he left him for a while because he wanted to prove himself without him

Khaled asked him "where did I go to?"

He told him that he went to New Jersey, and stayed there for a long time.

Khaled thought that New Jersey, was the place where he got married, so he accessed the Internet, and tried to obtain the certificate. But it is useless. Khaled did not find any data indicating his marriage in this state, so he had to resort to something else.

In the end, he used a specialized office to obtain the certificate for him. Surprisingly, he received a message telling him that there is no certificate to prove that he got married in the United States.

Khaled felt very tight and blamed himself, "what is this? My father was right, but why did Mary lie about it? why? Was she doing it for my comfort or did she have another purpose?

From now on I will never trust her, and I will never tell her anything about me.