1 darkness

It's been 4 years now since her death. The pain in my heart the aching pain inside my chest. like a thousand knives cut into me.

every night I have the same dream how long has it been since u left me to suffer alone in this world... l... life is so unfuar.

the dream always begins and ends the same. first light then darkness. happy memories turn into scares into sad memories that bring pain to u but u can't forget cause no matter how much they make me cry I treasure my memories with her.

if...if I could have only saved her. if i could have only made it in time i could have stopped her. she still would have been her with me. why did you have to die why didn't you listen to my, why where your final words I love you. why couldn't u have said it sooner. i... i... I miss you.