4 last time

- leam sat by the hospital bed holding Max's hand . he shook in fear as he felt how cold Max's skin was while at the same time basking in how soft Max's skin was -

" why Max"

- leams voice was shaking -

" you promised and this time you somehow did it without Knowing"

" what am i kidding. this is my Fucking fault. I can't say three little words . I never have been able to"

- leam griped the boys soft yet cold hand in fear that he wouldn't be able to say the things on his mind that had always threatened to ruen his reputation with Max's family not to mention he was never sure if Max swings that way so he n Max's friendship was on the line to . but now thay would dwell in his mind reminding him of this-

" ugh"

- leam heard a growl come from the doorway . when he looked back he saw the woman who started this. that's when he remembered that she was the one who hit max in the first place-

" you must really care to be on your knees like a dumbass. "

- the woman reeked of perfume -